today tomorrow yesterday : growing stronger // waystation

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today tomorrow yesterday : growing stronger // waystation

 

Today, tomorrow, yesterday: all one day together through space and time

 

Growing stronger, better, more whole incrementally and sometimes exponentially

Depending on how good I am at listening to my own heart and seeing the world

Things will get better, I have to believe, because the alternative is unthinkable

Given enough time, I have faith that humanity will make the right choices

Given the idea that all things are possible, permitted, eventually we will prevail

Light workers, healers, engineers, artists, lovers, transcendentalists, pragmatists

 

Making the world a better place, one choice at a time

Nothing will ever be perfect, but things can be slightly better

Not throwing away everything that came before, but keeping what is best

Perceiving and observing everything that happens to the best of my ability

Raising my own consciousness and awareness to the highest level possible

Evolving and adapting to every circumstance, growing and changing everyday

 

Creating the future one day at a time, 

Planning yet accepting variation / infinite possibilities

 

stay awake, stay frosty, work hard, play hard

imagine, create, live, grow, change, be, become

sleep, dream, eat, drink, be merry, think, love

 

I walk down the hallway waystation of dream crossroads technology free will multiple realities inner sanctum reflection renewal emanating immanent peace life island home world adrift upon cosmic ocean sea of stars universe world within a world multiverse alternate timelines universes connected different choices outcomes possibilities sleeping while awake and vice versa letting the world come to me friends and others in bed home house connected to everything western I walk up and down the streets I rest at home of friends waystation make out with others making art allowing for change occasion special I wonder and wander amongst small crowds

 

Be Better, Do Better, Know Better What To Do Always, Sometimes, Maybe

Conversing With Other Aspects Of My Personality Above And Below Good And Evil Integration

Changing And Growing, Evolving And Becoming, Creating The Future Now Balance

Using Imagination And Dream, Perception And Vision, Action And Choices / Strategy Of Soul

Mind Body Spirit Coalescing, Cooperating Re-imagining Recreating Remaking Restoring Healing

 

Diamond Rainbow Lodge Bridge Stairway 

Dream Library Tower Gateway Station

Boat Of A Million Years Refugees Remake/Remodel

Exploring Around Town And In The Forest 

Finding Schools And Hidden Towers 

People Living In Darkness And Lightness

Moving Rocks And Plants Around The Neighborhood 

And Making A Better Landscape Creating The Future

Turning Into A Great Bird And Back Again To Human 

Shape When It Suits The Situation Close To The Earth 

 

And To The Sky

Garden Of Life And Friendship And Imagination 

Bringing People Together Neighbors 

And Strangers Listening To Each Other

Bazaar Of The Theater Of Imagination 

And Merchants Of Wonder Downtown River Of Life 

And Light And Love Creation Of Future

River Tree Of Life Dreams Mountain Garden 

School Library Tower Station Temple Castle 

Labyrinth Tavern Theater 

Peace Beauty Life Light Love Understanding 

Wisdom Balance Ship Of Imagination Planet Star 

Galaxy Universe Cosmos Omniverse 

Lapis Lazuli Amethyst Opal Aquamarine Diamond

 Sapphire Eastern Library Temple Garden Spiral Tower 

Star Station Library Garden Temple

Crossroads Labyrinth Underworld Ancient Temple 

Astral Voyagers Spiral Wizard Tower Refuge 

New Beginnings Starlight Library

Dreamer Lover Artist Healer Thinker Student Of Life 

Wanderer Imagineer Creator Discoverer 

Secret Ship-station Temple Of Air Northeast

Moving Rocks And Plants Around The Neighborhood 

And Making A Better Landscape Creating The Future 

Imagination Humanity

exploring Around Town And In The Forest

 

Finding Schools And Hidden Towers And People 

Living In Darkness And Light

Diamond Rainbow Lodge Bridge Stairway 

Dream Library Tower Gateway Station

Remember All The Different Personalities

Pasts And Futures Possible And Probable

Integrated Understanding Imagination

Discovering And Exploring The Landscape

Architecture And Levels Of Mind And Memory

Universe Of Light And Darkness Good And Evil

Beyond Within Multilayered Multidimensional

Self Creation Soul Lighthouse Temple Tower

Time And Space Past Present Future Always

Returning To The Beginning Again Learning

Growing Changing Evolving Becoming Being

Rediscover Recreate Renew Resolve Restore

Bridge Mirror Library Of The Nine Realms 

Soul World Spirit Castle 

Let Your Heart Speak Love

When Your Chest Is On Fire 

You’re About To Hear The Other Side 

Of My Other Side’s Other Side

Remember To Remember What 

To Forget And What To Remember 

Live And Learn And Grow

Change And Move And Create 

Building Reconstructing Dreaming 

Life Can Be Pretty Amazing

Sometimes There Is Hope For Happiness 

In The Future World How I Miss Your Treasures

Ancient Artifacts Of Memory And Promise 

Hope For The Future And Past Beyond And Within

Time And Space Universal Consciousness Evolution 

Growth Change Creation Imagination I Miss Your Art

Paintings Sculptures Statues And Fountains And Gardens 

Rivers Of Soul Shining Spirit Explosion Of Life And Color 

Healing Streams Green Fields Trees Emerald Roads 

Moss And Faeries Of Light And Water And Earth Air

Wizards Of Secret Fire Guardians Labyrinthine 

Tunnels Mountain Hallways Palaces Of Memory

Every Day Is Special Full Of Promise The Sun Rises 

And We All Have Another Chance To Pick The Right Road

Again And Again We Find Each Other When We Most Need 

One Another Alone Again At Least For A While Happy

 

Floating Castle Home World

 

Passing the borderlands of dream between throat and mind communication and wisdom the golden lion guardians of Giants and humanity I reach the council of elders and youth angels of light past the rainbow bridge gateway mountains and valleys of Eldren Elysium Shambhala Atlantis Avalon Andromeda Galaxy homeworld land of milk and honey I ask what I should do next and for them to grant me guidance in my past and future Life multiversal consciousness beyond time within space of my heart and soul spirit shining energy of healing and protection aura

I dream of you, flesh and soul extended part of myself and yet beyond my understanding and comprehension

 

Ancient dancer, soul of beauty and magic healing energy of art

 

Human and angel combined, fairy and priestess of water and wind, knowledge and wisdom

 

Home to me and friend one I think about, dream about

 

Unicorn Magic / Eldren Map New World Understanding

 

I dream of you I was a collection of organisms marshaling my / our resources taking over bodies new life rising together from the bottom of the ocean ecosystem to the top directly at first and then indirectly through humanity to bypass the sharks guarding and feeding off the minnows at the bottom of the ocean floor, my flesh and soul extended

 

Tower Of Song

 

I Wish I Could See You Again Soon

 

You Are Always In My Heart And Soul

 

At The Top Level Of Consciousness 

 

Awakening

 

Rooms of Mystery Borderland Between Heaven and Hell Stairway Above And Below Labyrinth Gateway of Self Mind Soul

 

Hello, my dear, old friend, it has been too very long, yet I still remember you

And the time we spent together, here and there, discovering and remembering everything there was to understand about your youth and growing older, wiser, stranger.

 

We walk and talk, and sleep together in the big brass bed in the center of my world beyond and within all worlds, astral plane dream realm waystation crossroads city hotel apartment building, making art together and with others who come and go, painting and singing storytellers working together always already in love and silence golden silver imagination truth.

 

Walking down life’s highways, flying and floating through time and space, together and apart, we come together every once in a while, maybe, if I am lucky, you go and come back, she reappears, perhaps, when I am least expecting her appearance, and I try not to show how happy I am, at least not too much, for fear of appearing desperate, though I am and after a few moments of stoicism, I am willing to show myself true, if only to you, her / she of golden eyes and silver hair in all forms and visions.

 

Always coming back home to rest and recover from the day’s journey, in the gateway world between worlds, hotel of the infinite possibilities, doorways and windows in time and space, inn of secrets, house of mysteries. Where I spent many years of my young adulthood, where I have continually returned throughout the decades, amongst the gardens and streets close yet far away from the mountains of magic and mist in which I spent my earliest years, and where I was actually born, less than a mile away from the hospital I sit and think about my past and future possibility, sea of  dreams and universes beyond waking reality outside my window. Between the two opposites of mountain and valley, childhood and adulthood, I find my way through life the best way I can one day at a time. 

 

But for now I am living in the valley and only visit the mountains in my dreams.

 

tree of life / house of mystery / secret ship station star castle / guardian sapphire lapis eyes of soul spirit heart mind new beginnings: always already changing growing learning becoming better stronger lovelier taking the best from the past to make a better world / creating the future listening, learning, allowing inner world to develop within myself, others, together to seek to understand and not to dominate or conquer: working together, community b / be always already loving loved friends together though apart connected connecting come into my sleep, star ocean castle dreams of longing and sorrow / joy and wonder remembering to be grateful and notice beauty everywhere always already awe / appreciation getting over regrets and recriminations expressing creativity and imagination poetry of life outpouring communication community and communing two or more people together language of love and light living learning loving sleeping and waking dreaming and eating and drinking and sharing understanding one another with reason and heart compassion and knowledge mind soul spirit tree of life / house of mystery / secret ship station star castle names, list of lovers friends strangers companions dreamers some are not ready, many are more than willing and able to help make me happy and others who need and want love and creation of life in the image of god and goddess combined unity art of nature meeting and parting in the house of mystery secret ship station imagination mountain valley garden tower library castle city forest river paradise refuge vampire beautiful women together hiding from the sun in the shade of a cave house of mystery

 

castle moving with heart and mind consciousness fire blue and red garden and mountain home base station to come back to for safety and repose and sometimes to fly in the big sky for a time floating and being free to live learn love remembering you saving me from the others from their hunger and desire for blood and energy soul and spirit secret fire and water inner mounting clear blue flame trying to understand life: love and light perception and dreams visions and stories the power of soul and imagination singing I had a dream about you last night you were part of my dreams in two scenes with a long period of time in between meeting and parting and coming together again not without some difficulty and hardship, recriminations but I would change nothing if it meant I couldn’t have met you there are no mistakes, only opportunities for learning, growing, changing, becoming better versions of ourselves and i realize i am better with you, because I have met you and because i may (i hope) meet you again, for however small a time, short she of golden hair and sapphire eyes artist and work of art both and the same unity awareness hallways and doors rooms and windows portals and centers of spirit soul mind body exploring the house of mystery / memory palace of dream astral plane consciousness awakening seduction public media identity honoring all my past and future selves all one yet different alternate versions of my life timelines crossed and parted with others in dreams other universes far away yet just next door through the houses of mystery station of the soul star ships I long for companionship yet cherish my sweet solitude complexity and simplicity of existence being and becoming evolving and transcending the past and future of humanity reflection of the present home of friends lovers strangers grown through years of building gardening learning creating new old community of peace love and beauty remembering the past with the help of others companions beautiful woman living in the room next to the temple house station listening to different music but appreciating the same as well m83 spiral galaxy electronic ecstasy and bob dylan emanations of the cosmic mind inside and outside hearts souls stars human beings changing society through global responsibility belonging to the past and future equality freedom transcendent fire air earth water spirit of life light love where to start?

 

dream of you and i was a collection of people, personalities marshaling my strength our resources taking over new bodies new life powers rising together from the bottom of the ocean and sky ecosystem to the top directly at first and then indirectly through humanity to bypass the sharks guarding and feeding off the minnows at the bottom of the sea floor, my flesh and soul extended, dream of soul and spirit expanded climbing the mountain, jumping levels of reality, meeting aspects of godhead wearing masks of functionality of the universe of life and death, island castle fortress imagination garden wind of change confronting war and violence within and outside self and world tree of life/home hearth hidden temple of love imagination luminescence I explore the labyrinths of my mind and body together demons and gods of my own personality by my side overflowing with gems of soul and riches of spirit I organize and plan, attempting to perfect my altar telling the story of life and rebirth becoming and being meeting visitors from other lands, other lives, other minds aliens from bizarre to ordinary, known and unknown transcendent and immanent, with various levels of danger opportunity for growth and learning, meeting strangers friends and companions on life’s mysterious voyage of discovery ice and fire knowledge staff and sword elements of change and order serpent of wisdom and shadow, the balance of left and right consciousness looking into the future in order to avert the worst, create the best good healing happiness honoring life and water, wind fire of spirit earth flowering I walk the paths of mind and body looking for adventure and wisdom, memory and understanding consciousness imagination soul body creation contemplation 

 

Orion self world other alien human hybrid angel light imagination pilot sky ship station above the clouds sailor of wind and water and earth energy creating and recharging here and there and in between soul spirit shining books I have written and stories I have told I will write and tell again in the future past eternal recurrence of the spiral heart of love galaxies and groups of people coming together and parting in the cosmic mystery dance of light and shadow becoming and being one and another together and apart once and again lovers and friends strangers everything is everything / past is future everything will work out / true love will find you (in the end) lips like sugar / space age love song tower of song saying no to necessity of insecurity and impatience might be the first time she loves me or at least says she does and does in action roundabout maybe in the night not always but sometimes loss and sorrow bring out the good things appreciation of life’s infinite mysteries coincidence and cadence universal correspondences lover of art and mind soul body combined I’m usually never in a hurry for anything I can wait forever if i have to, possibly even and especially for you, my love even though i would rather spend one day and night with you than a lifetime apart forever and always sometimes always and forever I miss you walking down the street with the stars in your eyes and mouth and hands and feet from your hair to your toes perfection and grace and beauty sublime and transcendental always shifting, changing to fit with needs of the self and the other imagination creativity, action reaction truth and mystery love longing sorrow and sympathy imagining your presence and grace room of mystery borderland between heaven and hell stairway above and below 

 

labyrinth gateway of self mind soul I wish I could see you again soon you are always in my heart and soul at the top level of consciousness guest companion in my house of mystery Linden tree garden home base today is the only day everyday alien visitation deciding what to do about it how to explore and how to survive in the harsh environment of winterland magic is real and god is afoot imagination and dream becoming reality future today poetry of soul and spirit realizing past and future today tower of soul awakening church temple house castle floating castle home world journeys through time and space dimensions passing the borderlands of dream between throat and mind communication and wisdom the golden lion guardians of giants and humanity i reach the council of elders youth angels of light past the rainbow bridge gateway mountains and valleys of elden elysium shambhala Atlantis avalon andromeda galaxy homeworld land of milk and honey i ask what i should do next and for them to grant me guidance in my past future life multiversal consciousness beyond time within space of my heart and soul spirit shining energy of healing and protection aura I dream of you i was a collection of organisms marshaling my our resources taking over bodies new life rising together from the bottom of the ocean ecosystem to the top directly at first and then indirectly through humanity to bypass the sharks guarding and feeding off the minnows at the bottom of the ocean floor, my flesh and soul extended I dream of you, my flesh and soul extended part of myself and yet other you remind me of an ancient dancer, soul of beauty and magic healing energy of art human and angel combined, fairy and priestess of water and wind, knowledge and wisdom home you are to me and friend my only one i think about and dream about be better, do better, know better what to do always, sometimes, maybe conversing with other aspects of my personality above and below good and evil integration changing and growing, evolving and becoming, creating the future now balance using imagination and dream, perception and vision, action and choices / strategy of soul mind body spirit coalescing, cooperating reimagining recreating remaking restoring healing diamond rainbow lodge bridge stairway dream library tower gateway station boat of a million years refugees remake/remodel exploring around town and in the forest finding schools and hidden towers people living in darkness and lightness moving rocks and plants around the neighborhood and making a better landscape creating the future turning into a great bird and back again to human shape when it suits the situation close to the earth and to the sky garden of life and friendship and imagination bringing people together neighbors and strangers listening to each other Bazaar of the theater of imagination and merchants of wonder downtown river of life and light and love creation of future river tree of life dreams mountain garden school library tower station temple castle labyrinth tavern theater peace beauty life light love understanding wisdom balance 

 

ship of imagination planet star galaxy universe cosmos omniverse sapphire eastern library temple garden spiral tower star station library garden temple crossroads labyrinth underworld ancient temple astral voyagers spiral wizard tower refuge new beginnings starlight library dreamer lover artist healer thinker student of life wanderer imagineer creator discoverer secret shipstation temple of air northeast and making a better landscape creating the future imagination humanity exploring around town and in the forest finding schools and hidden towers and people living in darkness and light remember all the different personalities pasts and futures possible and probable integrated understanding imagination discovering and exploring the landscape architecture and levels of mind and memory universe of light and darkness, good and evil beyond within multilayered multidimensional self creation soul lighthouse temple tower time and space past present future always returning to the beginning again learning growing changing evolving becoming being rediscover recreate renew resolve restore bridge mirror library of the nine realms soul world spirit castle let your heart speak love when your chest is on fire remember to remember what to forget and what to remember live and learn and grow change and move and create building reconstructing dreaming life can be pretty amazing sometimes there is hope for happiness in the future world how i miss your treasures ancient artifacts of memory and promise hope for the future and past beyond and within time and space universal consciousness evolution growth change creation imagination i miss your art paintings sculptures statues and fountains and gardens rivers of soul shining spirit explosion of life and color healing streams green fields trees emerald roads moss and faeries of light and water and earth air wizards of secret fire guardians labyrinthine tunnels mountain hallways palaces of memory every day is special full of promise the sun rises and we all have another chance to pick the right road again and again we find each other when we most need one another alone again at least for a while happy remake / remodel / renew / restore / rejuvenate boat of a million years / refugees soul shining spirit when your chest is on fire about to hear the other side remember to remember what to forget and what to remember change and move and create building reconstructing dreaming sometimes there is hope for happiness in the future world diamond rainbow lodge bridge stairway dream library tower gateway station exploring around town and in the forest finding schools and hidden towers moving rocks and plants around the neighborhood turning into a great bird and back again to human shape when it suits the situation close to the earth garden of life and friendship and imagination bringing people together neighbors 

 

Bazaar of the theater of imagination and merchants of wonder downtown river of life river tree of life dreams mountain garden school library tower station temple castle labyrinth tavern theater peace beauty life light love understanding wisdom balance ship of imagination planet star galaxy universe cosmos omniverse sapphire eastern library temple garden spiral tower crossroads labyrinth underworld ancient temple astral voyagers spiral wizard tower refuge dreamer lover artist healer thinker student of life wanderer imagineer creator discoverer imagination humanity exploring around town and in the forest finding schools and hidden towers and people diamond rainbow lodge bridge stairway bridge mirror library of the nine realms soul world spirit castle you’re about to hear the other side sometimes there is hope for happiness ancient artifacts of memory and promise time and space universal consciousness evolution paintings sculptures statues and fountains and gardens rivers of soul shining spirit explosion of life and color healing streams green fields trees emerald roads wizards of secret fire guardians labyrinthine every day is special full of promise the sun rises again and again we find each other when we most need 

 

light of the world, shine on me, love is the answer shine on us all, set us free, love is the answer trying to be better, do better, know better what to do always, sometimes other aspects of my personality, above and below, good and evil, integration imagination humanity exploring around town forest temples of the sun moon and stars soul world spirit castle spinning away let your heart speak love within and without the bus ship plane machine moving between worlds times places and spaces Lindsey my companion and soulmate living lover imagination creation magic puppy wolf white representation of new life rebirth revelation renewal all are one in the spirit of humanity / the fundamental power of love acceptance through unification / peace in sublimation of conflict language of the ancients: love and order in the chaos of the universe maiden, mother, and crone unicorn star woman immortal star goddess of all that is, was, and shall be symbol, pattern, symmetry, combination / creativity and reason structure and art / bull and scorpion / opposites yet friends and lovers they are all closely related and connected / by time, the universe, force of love all of the stars have their own influences / together they make up our galaxy vast and mysterious / answers can be simple and beautiful, and also complex I know much though i am not sure how best to carry across my meaning a dog rolling his nose in the earth / a woman telling me that i am loved happiness / lovely garden surrounding my home / a place to dream of adventure on a ship or by foot, always searching for the meaning of life, and then again growth, transformation, desire, knowledge, evolution, transcendence each goal leads to the one of knowing who we all are together and alone poetry, myth, dream, story / beyond myself, yet part of me / the person inside my head and my heart wants desperately to explore the world and the universe not just in dreams, but in waking life / experience of external reality with words and deeds beyond philosophy / even art only a part of the whole personal and yet universal culture / complexity, chaos, and order good and evil, right and wrong, left and right, male and female sun and moon, silver and gold, gods and demons / from darkness to light all of this has always existed, exists now, and will always exist torn between left and right, chaos and order, good and evil opposites in binary pairs on all levels, dimensions, worlds, universes until we realize we are all the same, all a part of the one whole and some of us already know, and all of us are capable of knowing understanding bliss and wisdom I say hello to mystery I ask my dream for wisdom I ask my heart for love of life, light, magic today is the only day everyday alien visitation deciding what to do about it how to explore and how to survive in the harsh environment of winterland magic is real and God is afoot imagination and dream becoming reality future today poetry of soul and spirit realizing past and future today 

 

star dragon lily moon dancing writing drawing painting spirit soul mind body energy chi nature earth one more time with feeling patient and understanding, i want to be if you don’t cry, it isn’t love circling around the house of mystery / inn of ancient future self world other gateway station castle mountain temple crossroads last night I remember you were beautiful and lovely to behold I am a human being I have good and bad qualities I am learning (i hope) to accentuate the positive and sublimate the negative to become balanced and integrated to be the best possible version of myself dream dream golden hair sapphire eyes light body soul mind spirit of fire wind earth ocean levitation and telekinesis ancient art gallery hall of heroes moving spirits memories ghosts stories dream tiger flying magical mystery imagination inspiration integrating balancing becoming being in the ancient hall of heroes, art gallery of the ages, I find a place to live for a short amount of time from time to time I am able to stay, with a few things and a window to the world outside, freedom remembering that i will always love you, my beautiful one of golden hair and sapphire eyes, lapis dark beauty and kind heart mind soul spirit I am a human being I have good and bad qualities I am learning (i hope) to accentuate the positive and sublimate the negative to become balanced and integrated to be the best possible version of myself dream dream golden hair sapphire eyes light body soul mind spirit of fire wind earth ocean levitation and telekinesis ancient art gallery hall of heroes moving spirits memories ghosts stories dream tiger flying magical mystery imagination inspiration integrating balancing becoming being in the ancient hall of heroes, art gallery of the ages, I find a place to live for a short amount of time from time to time I am able to stay, with a few things and a window to the world outside, freedom begin writing the next thing again and again and again I sit in a cafe in the netherlands watching the rain falling on the street outside and the people sitting and eating and drinking coffee and beer and my room in the back overlooking it all and the table i am sitting in at that moment and the woman who is attempting to purchase something from me but is having trouble because she is using a debit card in a foreign country her home country my own home country of the past and all of this is going through my head but it pales in comparison to the beauty and sadness and longing of the woman in front of me who leaves and i have to chase after her or think that I need to and she leaves behind a purple headband that I recognize from my past and I gather up my slr digital camera and notebook and everything else from the table so I don’t have to worry about someone else taking anything of mine that is important for my work as a photographer and writer and sometimes artist

 

I don’t know where I am going I only know where i have been i don’t know where I will be in the future but i know where i am now at my home for the past ten years that will not be my home for very much longer most likely my life may be a mess but at least i would like to make it a beautiful one a little creative chaos to make life a little more interesting than it was before i found out i would have to leave my home and venture out in the world outside and find a new home or at least to understand and create a home inside myself that i could take with me wherever I might go some of the places I have been before and maybe places I have never even seen or imagined except in my dreams I am learning to accept things as they are and make the best of every situation without necessarily having to control every single thing every aspect of my actions and environment which is impossible anyways except in delusion perfection is an illusion and if I spend all of my time chasing it i will miss out on enjoying and using what I already have all around me the bits and pieces of nature and humanity that are not perfect but good enough and sometimes quite amazing and awesome 

 

understanding bliss wisdom / fixing practicing doing writing I say hello to mystery I ask my dream for wisdom I ask my heart for love of life magic light be stressed and more mercy apartment sharing room in knoxville and memphis be good bad right wrong memory future all are one yet different always hope remains even setbacks and hardship cannot stop me from moving forward and keep on keeping on everything happens for a reason I have to believe or at least i hope for the best beginning to write again after a long doldrums other projects and work to distract me nothing is perfect and yet is perfect at the same time from a certain point of view beyond and without the human perspective yet attainable under certain conditions extreme intoxication excitement ecstasy stillness relaxation contemplation cooperation

 

it is difficult to live but the alternative is much worse at least with life there is always hope for the future that things might change for the better that I might finally get my act together and / or get lucky luckier than I have been dealing with uncertainty imperfection disappointment loss sorrow heartache can be a bummer but we have to keep on keeping on so it seems and the alternative is giving up so not really an alternative at all so I will continue to try and do better always trying to improve and learn and grow and change while also accepting that perfection is impossible and sometimes i will have to settle for “good enough” just to retain my sanity and actually finish things so I can move on to other things with the assumption that better is better than nothing as well as not good work always trying to do the best I can 

 

today is a new day today is the first day of the rest of my life today is the beginning and the end of one chapter and another act of the cosmic play always already changing and growing evolving and transforming being created and destroying this and that left and right right and wrong love and hate chaos and order : the golden rainbow silver cosmic eternal mystery of being born embrace uncertainty chaos of life love and light soul shining spirit growing changing evolving transforming grace and salvation saved and blessed loving and kind 

 

keep trying, keep asking, keep doing better than before, improving and learning, becoming wiser, loving more do be do be do always already working and living, making love and peace the future today tomorrow yesterday together dreams and memories

 

new beginnings new again today tomorrow yesterday all together experience meditation

 

learn from the past, anticipate the future and look for new patterns as well as old myths/symbols

creating art and experiencing/appreciating that of others: understanding and loving beauty

i hope things get better for everyone including myself, as i do everything i can to make it so

adding and organizing everything i have ever done, mistakes and triumphs together, all one

connections between memories and future images offer hope: calm mind body soul spirit rising

rainbow blue gold white light healing aura energy waves emanating: immanent surrounding multiple forms of existence

 

linking transforming together forming change for the better into the best possible future past

 

What was missing, what was lost, we find when we least expect

But we have to be looking, so long that we almost forget, we search

 

keep searching, keep dreaming, keep believing, keep wondering

 

waystation hotel refuge home

 

I want to be with you, my dear

Even when we are apart, I hope

You also remember me, fondly at least

I want to know what to do next

Putting together everything I have done

Into some kind of order, finding symmetry

Beauty in the chaos of life, love

Eyes mouth ears neck chest legs soul

Spirit shining golden silver imagination

Figure image symbol truth understanding

 

tarot soul expanding illumination consciousness

bringing into self outside world, becoming one

with one another, ourselves, the land and the sky

sea of stars and dreams above and below, beyond

edge of earth and heaven, alchemy of the heart

 

waystation hotel refuge home

 

I want to be with you, my dear

Even when we are apart, I hope

You also remember me, fondly at least

I want to know what to do next

Putting together everything I have done

Into some kind of order, finding symmetry

Beauty in the chaos of life, love

Eyes mouth ears neck chest legs soul

Spirit shining golden silver imagination

Figure image symbol truth understanding

 

tarot soul expanding illumination consciousness

bringing into self outside world, becoming one

with one another, ourselves, the land and the sky

sea of stars and dreams above and below, beyond

edge of earth and heaven, alchemy of the heart

 

dreams of philosophy

i have many memories, dreams

with a clear mind body soul

i process and develop wisdom and learning

keeping to myself helping others as much as possible

learning to accept and receive peace, praise

leaving things as they are as much as possible

perfect in time and space, moment now eternal

 

thinking aloud, talking speaking

poetry truth imagination creation

in dream things lost but not forgotten

flower explosion rose of life star dragon guardian eternal

 

king of air elves of light and darkness on earth and the heavens

hall of secrets library of ancients doorways to other worlds planets dimensions

 

castle of the stars portals of sun and moonlight

fountains of sorrow and joy rooms of rest and remembrance

bordering the new and old lands earth and faery

magical world between worlds of pure mind and matter

second world on the tree of life lower astral plane

mountain forest home of homes for guardians and librarians

friends and family of earth elf and human wizard spirit

northwest fae lands elfhome forest new earth

beautiful and dangerous mysterious and wild

land atlantia portal entrance waystation holy mountain

pathway through time and space to ancient future

higher world dream magic astral realms ever shifting thought and will

change and order in chaos stories and songs

old and new magic and technology of humans and elves

children of god goddess gods world mythology dream

reintegration of first and second worlds dream and waking

healing the world of worlds universe of universes

earth layers of reality faery above and below material world of nature

creation birth and renewal rebirth and preservation

alternate and parallel worlds universes multiverses

visions and perceptions views and ways of seeing

patterns and songs stories of the past and future

eternal now of earth moon and stars, sun and faelands

solar system and beyond milky way home galaxy

gods and goddesses avatars of light and darkness, chaos and order

 

my love has two forms one dark and one light

both beautiful but different spring and autumn

wisdom and growth birth shadow and light

consciousness all one masks of god

goddess demigods of world mythology

paths crossing from time to time in moments of respite

calm in the storms of life dream and waking

always changing yet becoming more ourselves

our true self higher forms of consciousness

10,000 things revolving around eternal one

now of past and future combined beyond and within time and space

physical universe world of creation preservation

crossroads of four winds, directions, world of gods and people

elves and wizards fae and mortal here and elsewhere

golden bird city new babylon of green valley western lands

silver tree city of wizards of light and darkness

mountain forest refuge eternal transcendent stars

moon and sun rain and wind nature and spirit

earth eldren faery holy mountain source

life death everything cosmos past and future

self and world outside all one schools of west and east

linden tree talking in the hall of guests

story of past and future hidden love and parting yet coming

together again and the hope of change for the better

in my study in the waystation library tower between worlds

 

House of mystery becoming being changing growing 

doorways and windows through time and space 

home base away from home 

 

New infinite intrigue power of jumping strength 

future true sight sensing danger and possibilities 

sixth world sex and love imagination inspiration 

battles and victories glory and dreams of a better world 

future humanity intelligence compassion 

energy of consciousness soul peace lover 

you are doing great and restoring my mind and heart

soul and spirit and others are in my thoughts restoring 

life to the borderlands with you my dear

 

House of mystery becoming being changing 

growing doorways and windows through 

time and space home base away from home 

 

mountain forest city of elves, dwarves, wizards, and witches giants and faeries

 

Renew Repeat Restore Resurrect Recreate Ram

 

Peace Beauty Light Love Health Understanding Insight Intuition Life Preservation Balance Sky Magic Progress Alchemy Transcendence Imagination Starlight Moon Sun World Dimension Universe Metaverse Multiverse Omniverse Cosmos

 

The Least We Can Do Is Wave At Each Other

 

Sacred Songs / Listen Now / Exposure / Scratch

 

Sea Of Stars Galaxies Universes Worlds Dimensions Time Space Order Chaos Light Dark Tree Of Life Spirit Soul Storytelling

 

Secret Ship Library Mountain Forest Ocean Inn Castle Temple Theater City

 

Everyone Is A Star: Enlightenment

 

What Was Missing, What Was Lost, We Find When We Least Expect

But We Have To Be Looking, So Long That We Almost Forget, We Search

 

Keep Searching, Keep Dreaming, Keep Believing, Keep Wondering

 

Passing the borderlands of dream between throat and mind communication and wisdom the golden lion guardians of Giants and humanity I reach the council of elders and youth angels of light past the rainbow bridge gateway mountains and valleys of Elden Elysium Shambhala 

 

Atlantis Avalon Andromeda Galaxy 

 

past and future Life multiversal consciousness beyond time within space of my heart and soul spirit shining energy of healing and protection aura

 

I fly from one adventure to another

Along the river of life dreams 

Across the ocean of stars

Avoiding conflict the best I can

Recruiting new members of our clan

Returning home as a great bird

Bringing words from the three enigmas

Secret chiefs of the invisible college

Stopping by the crossroads station

Trading stories and knowledge

For gold and supplies to bring back home

North past the lands of trouble to paradise

 

fantasy imagination

 

creatures legendary dragons wyverns fairies elves dwarves orcs goblins pixies 

 

conflict generation understanding 

 

crossroads mall of ancients spaceship city train station subway system 

 

mountains and valleys walls of imagination and movement truth and mystery

 

crystal temple, wizard tower, crossroads inn, other locations

 

doorways between earth and magical realm of spirit otherland dream fantasy and imagination wonder and beauty / danger

 

continents and islands floating castles and sky islands

 

spring summer fall

 

you are the one for me

one of many yet only one

 

golden hair silver eyes

storyteller and friend

 

secret lover companion

dream weaver creator

 

goddess priestess muse

 

house of mystery, many levels and layers of understanding

guardians and strangers, friends and lovers, others and versions of self

stairway rising, elevator hidden, labyrinth below and tree of life above

castle floating city heaven imagination and underworld of treasure and fire secrets

 

garden of life and wisdom here and there above and below 

 

house of mystery, crossroads inn stairway rising and falling

 

secret labyrinth below floating castle in the sky above

 

guardians and friends, lovers and strangers, magical creatures

 

doorways through time and space, tunnels of imagination

 

windows and mirrors, stories of light and darkness, love

 

school / prison, library / tower, garden / gateway station

 

locations from memory, mind soul emanations within fractal

 

world within worlds, universe within universes, as above

 

so below : as within, so without : multiverse without end

 

revisit renew restore

 

rediscover land of upbringing

 

mountain forest refuge

 

human development nexus

 

gateway to world of dream and spirit

 

transition from materialistic to spiritual

 

finding balance between light and darkness

 

chaos and order, good and evil, choice and freedom

 

circling and spiraling in the territory of mind and body

 

beginning and end, same or at least similar, rhyming

 

I remember everything and yet nothing, but something, sometimes

 

Dreams, memories, visions, stories from past and future

 

Adventures and journeys through time and space, eternal now

 

imagination becoming reality becoming dream world beyond and within

 

church temple tower castle spiral labyrinth entrance gateway station school library complex downtown mystery house river crossroads city rainbow bridge stairway mountain forest edge 

 

dream temple refuge city

 

Memory Castle Palace of Mind Soul Spirit Self Star Sapphire Amethyst Tower Library Apartment Church Theater

school temple dreaming waking bathing learning growing changing

 

Finding myself and others together again

From myth and fantasy dream world of imagination

life of the mind spirit soul consciousness

 

castle school tower temple city beauty bliss becoming being

 

Remember to Remember to Be Better Becoming Angels / Happy / Healthy / Holy / Sharp / Smart

 

Sea of Stars Galaxies Universes Worlds Dimensions Time Space Order Chaos Light Dark Tree of Life Spirit Soul Storytelling

 

World River Ocean of Stars Galaxy Universe Time Space Order Chaos Light Dark People Tree of Life Soul Imagination Storytelling Poetry Singing Wind Water Change Movement Growth Being Becoming Peace ❤

 

Tower library building home for guardians and caretakers room for all and energy replenishment through rest and nectar of self soul spirit flowering consciousness golden sapphire water of life river of dreams

 

She appears and says she loves me

After I have put everything right to the best of my abilities and with the help of my spirit guides and alter egos personalities of varying levels and degrees of power and strength and wisdom 🙏 knowledge

 

There are other rooms and sections of my mind that are home to mysteries and beauty unbounded including she who says she loves me, 

though I am not sure we have ever met until now, though she does seem familiar and easily one of the most powerful and vibrant daemons / personalities I have met so far, not counting mythological and legendary figures on the edge of my mind and in the greater 

Dreamworld beings of great power and mystery, she is more personal connected to me and flowing from within my mind energy and strength from the same source soul well within myself, my feminine half perhaps taken form and finding peace and balance with my conscious oversoul self consciousness

 

She of youth and lover of spirit memory

Golden Red Hair Now, One Of Many Aspects

Pencils and paint forms of art expression, evolving one year beyond and within myself

Controlling and guiding air and wind power

Dancing water within fire of spirit expression

Opening doors windows to outside world

station inn crossroads refuge protecting

 

Beautiful Women Together Hiding From The Sun In The Shade Of A Cave / House Of Mystery / Castle Moving With Heart And Mind Consciousness Fire And Darkness Blue And Red Garden And Mountain Home Base Station To Come Back To For Safety And Repose And Sometimes To Fly In The Big Sky For A Time Floating And Being Free To Live Learn Love Remembering You Saving Me From The Others From Their Hunger And Desire For Blood And Energy Soul And Spirit Secret Fire And Water Inner Mounting Clear Blue Flame

 

houses of the holy

 

names, list of lovers friends strangers companions dreamers

some are not ready, many are more than willing and able to help

make me happy and others who need and want love and creation

of life in the image of God and Goddess combined unity art of nature

 

meeting and parting in the house of mystery secret ship station imagination

mountain valley garden tower library castle city forest river paradise refuge

 

Circling Around The House Of Mystery / Inn Of Ancient Future Self World Other Gateway Station Castle Mountain Temple Crossroads

 

Mimic Movements Chameleon Of Style And Taste Sound And Vision

 

Everything On The Couch Tapestry Elephant Memories Of Wisdom

Sound And Vision / Blue Blue, Electric Blue

 

revisit renew restore

 

rediscover land of upbringing

 

mountain forest refuge

 

human development nexus

 

gateway to world of dream and spirit

 

transition from materialistic to spiritual

 

finding balance between light and darkness

 

chaos and order, good and evil, choice and freedom

 

circling and spiraling in the territory of mind and body

 

beginning and end, same or at least similar, rhyming

 

I remember everything and yet nothing, but something, sometimes

 

Dreams, memories, visions, stories from past and future

 

Adventures and journeys through time and space, eternal now

 

imagination becoming reality becoming dream world beyond and within

 

earth magic, earth magic

 

the refuge of imagination and mystery in the town of birth and change

 

crossroads of mind and spirit, nature and civilization

 

hall of many doorways and windows in time and space

 

through tunnels of worlds beyond and within the eternal self now

 

past and future moments and stories long ago and far away