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rain tears falling breaking the bonds that separate imagine peace and an end to violence peace in your minds on earth in your houses love and giving always to your secret inner self swimming in the seas of dreams and oceans of future saved from drowning when you most need help men and women on a boat that sails across worlds a great ship that can go where men alone cannot

we catch a leviathan of the deep it is almost too horrible to look at to see it is to despair and yet my friends are still in the sea and who knows how many more monsters are there primordial ancient terrible to behold and the one we caught was already dead

i remember the hill where we played the bus where i broke the rubber bands a wilderness a forest a river a path journeys you and the others my friends and family i danced and floated away you sang my name onward toward the sea my destiny i leave you and you are still in the cold water it is almost as if you were never here at all yet i still feel the phantoms of your presence

some more people i know remained behind below in the dark waters among the ancient ones i felt bad for leaving you most of all my love but when i saw the rope i grabbed on the strange elder ones in human form pulled me to safety to help raise the other monsters and people from the sea we are all related to one another by ancestry and origin united by the memory of ocean and the promise of sky happy to be alive and desirous of one another's company

endeavor always to change ourselves and others a difficult task requiring much effort grace art working as a fisherman in the cosmic ocean writing and knowing the true and beautiful as well as i can remember my dreams try to create some kind of meaning

always growing changing learning becoming in the midst of being time evolution revolution of the mind psyche society how can i hope to change the world? who am i and where am i going? what can i do to help humanity renew? how can i dream while still awake?

each and every day that passes i change and yet always remain in love with life living and dreaming visions of the future that may be we are all part and parcel of the whole we belong to the earth sky and water in every way and path i travel every day i think of you my beautiful star raven

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star raven

rain tears falling breaking the bonds that separate imagine peace and an end to violence peace in your minds on earth in your houses love and giving always to your secret inner self swimming in the seas of dreams and oceans of future saved from drowning when you most need help men and women on a boat that sails across worlds a great ship that can go where men alone cannot

we catch a leviathan of the deep it is almost too horrible to look at to see it is to despair and yet my friends are still in the sea and who knows how many more monsters are there primordial ancient terrible to behold and the one we caught was already dead

i remember the hill where we played the bus where i broke the rubber bands a wilderness a forest a river a path journeys you and the others my friends and family i danced and floated away you sang my name onward toward the sea my destiny i leave you and you are still in the cold water it is almost as if you were never here at all yet i still feel the phantoms of your presence

some more people i know remained behind below in the dark waters among the ancient ones i felt bad for leaving you most of all my love but when i saw the rope i grabbed on the strange elder ones in human form pulled me to safety to help raise the other monsters and people from the sea we are all related to one another by ancestry and origin united by the memory of ocean and the promise of sky happy to be alive and desirous of one another's company

endeavor always to change ourselves and others a difficult task requiring much effort grace art working as a fisherman in the cosmic ocean writing and knowing the true and beautiful as well as i can remember my dreams try to create some kind of meaning

always growing changing learning becoming in the midst of being time evolution revolution of the mind psyche society how can i hope to change the world? who am i and where am i going? what can i do to help humanity renew? how can i dream while still awake?

each and every day that passes i change and yet always remain in love with life living and dreaming visions of the future that may be we are all part and parcel of the whole we belong to the earth sky and water in every way and path i travel every day i think of you my beautiful star raven

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song of lament and joy for being

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thousands of rose petals drift in the sweet sunlit air and sky brought down from the mountains on the wind change from across the oceanic tides and the stories of sailors who wandered far

so that everything brings me to tears and the thought and fear that i will never leave my birth country for distant lands in search of the promise of treasure for i am tied to my friends and family yet there are many winds to tempt the imagination of a poor man's son and i am the same as any other inside with just the same chances to succeed my family's advice is permanent isolation from myself as well as the rest of the world but i will search for exquisite solitude instead go to the secret places in my mind where loneliness cannot corrupt me nor sorrow fear darkness evil hate my heart is tied to the earth love poetry the source of all that is was and shall be where my ancestors came from to found a better life than the one they had known across the ocean

from far away the wind brings its tales sailors who have wandered far from home myself among them lost in the ether the land of my birth only a memory and all lost for the promise of treasure my heart remains tied to my father's country but i have chosen to cross the ocean in the desert temptations of flesh are many the imagination of a poor farmer's son is great yet i cannot deny the destiny of my soul

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windows of soul

all from love and to love all will return what soul have i not loved once i glanced for an instant into one or two or three windows into the soul of mankind male and female combined their eyes were together merging melding becoming their eyes were all alive with spirit and mind and self aligned with the soul of worlds

what pair of eyes has given vision dimmed awareness of the terrible divine when have i not seen myself staring reflected in another pair of windows how many are clear enough to see and how many are locked and barred how many fail to realize that we are all a part of the same force of nature

i have traveled far on many paths i have waited lifetimes just for one glimpse into the eyes of another self one instant of recognition between love crossing generations and revolutions higher even than knowledge of god nothing except ourselves can stop us i realize now that our destiny lies together the fate of the one is tied to the many and from individuality we can be as one trying to explore the mystery of being and meaning light life love laughter longing all the time we are creating truth and beauty individuals create the world of philosophy art of living for today and tomorrow and dream working together for the common good we are each as one and we are all family

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you're a star because you are one breath original honest lovely breath within spirit every moment awakening there's nothing you cannot do given time space to make

nothing you can do to change the simple fact of belonging to the universe enjoy every moment of life as if it was borrowed from the earth and sky for a limited time only you and your soul experience manifold manifestation of light vision what it is to be truly alive in your bright beautiful life

it is your destiny to seek but when you find what you are you might no longer need that which your heart speaks whispers in the deep solitude and is not only truth in words no attainment because no nonattainment

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i hear a knock on my door and there you are dark wonder gold and black serpent crow great wound healer of silent heart and mind green and blue and white with life light all colors and masks evolve and transform time force consciousness alters chaos and order from one comes two and then a great many plants and animals people yet to be long gone giant and communal and microscopic eye mitochondria fish weaving patterns of eternity transcendence not of the world but heart and mind soul shape build and create new ways of becoming wisdom existence understands through sky earth water

each lifetime year day hour moment i am different lost in time constantly forgetting and remembering die and reborn again and again the balance of light darkness opposites unite beyond within here and there pain and pleasure now and between good and evil autumn garden maple trees clover ripe wheat moss gentle strength and hidden courage subtle intimate connections between and among all life add and multiply consciousness unforeseen and unforeseeable cosmic imagination of creation and continual growth symbol web language interacting with living information visionary myth wisdom about alchemy dream poetry observe intuit feel understand speak watch listen from science journey around the wheel of life world once again travel the windy roads towards eternity recurring always in different tragedies and comedies together the original and neverending wakefulness until once ending the seeker finds a new beginning again the sleeper awakens and no longer holds onto fear the beginning is the end and the end is never complete our own world sphere making or made or yet to be share paths apart until we are alone together again

death is a doorway that opens forward pushes life ever onwards towards some strange destined seashore heavens and hells between underworlds and skies compete combine and create new worlds somewhere spirit and dream meet between and beyond humanity merely more light perception rationality balance replaces integrative ethics intuition and myth artwork understanding cooperate to replace and redefine the old ways of doing know and feel some way out away from final apocalypse and illusion versus hope and transformation perfection in and from the midst of violent resisting balance and peace choose the way at the crossroads face accept love take and give life

silence is best golden waves and intricate pathways though far as time allows for galaxies and people expanding growing evolving away from and together with each other cluster and filament faster than light passing strange boats and sailing ships of great diversity we carry with us memories and essence colors some regret that they regret when close so far apart good care full of illusion and separation reality divide and heat and synthesize when you come close to world's edge remember the alchemist and his her stone cosmic ocean of infinite possibilities bounded seemingly yet not limited one two three four five dimensions perceptions worldviews seeming intelligent and beautiful mystery souls and stars in the night sky nearby singing

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dragon angel lovers

stars eyes serpents infinite vision dark and light unity lotus love laughter solitude ring wheel turning layers shadow angels isolation tonight may be good now and forever spirit life moss garden hidden masters have need for question play solitude care beyond action of asking clarify perspective ball bounces in darkness deep in contemplation wisdom teacher mind enlightened absolute not this and not that and constant as change gatekeeper smiles accepts allows passage keymaster sun disease and healing transformation discovery guardian contains part of breath and we enemy some say their own shadow selves snake beauty firebird stranger master forest mountain valley serpent every time realize we can feel infinity longing ocean through source of all that was is and shall be deep friendship heart infection house sloping hill trees green creation flame mad joy blind genius revolution poison rain clouds distance paradise balance humanity nature separation i sit and contemplate connectedness creativity love return life animals ending yet also beginning light vision balance home engulfed flooded wrecked and lost odin one eye clarity death mirrors our own as all purification rituals change sensitivity light insight sunrise birds singing crying pain growth though i may feel sorrow for all loss transcendence green learning i cannot help and be comforted by knowing feminine premonition silence they do not suffer or so i hope every day waterfall crickets sitting when we cannot even decide which side discovery sickness healing listening pity shame loss atonement dream demon dark moon teaching of the same coin to be though in nature infinite light river loving there were no sides except illusion and luminous history memory singing reality through the cosmic mirror reflecting change transformation self and the world truly not for or against rest meditate relax river learn grow dance smile change ask tell say do think song neither can hope to conquer other change feel true beauty stars only to better understand our potential perfect joy life future glowing animals spirits world self family friends crossroads pattern

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i remember dragon angel consequences and wings broken healthy masks faces personalities monstrous reflections lie in misery defeat and shame against crumbled wall near the center of the gold and silver city victory and defeat came to within a hair's breadth watch as the enemy hero places the crown on his head your head bowed white light surrounding all the ones still fighting stop and gaze at beauty enemy and friend are now one again at peace balance the blood of slain lost yet not forgotten the eternal moment constantly changing staying the same yet always evolving transformation glorious architecture and wonderous imaginings the tree of life cut open in the garden for greed pure white snow falling over the battlefields suffering and sorrow and isolation yet leading to solitude demon heart wound bite skin break free "i will show you all my pain" said the defeated one and he walked together with his shadow long into the outer dark wilderness west

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first day

today is the first day of the rest of my life what will i do and who will i be when will i remember everything i have done one part of a great mystery i do not understand i am happy sometimes a little lost other times completely utterly confused about meaning giving up fighting how i live without compromising ideals thoughts feelings inspire me to keep going poets artists dreamers remind us that there is always something more beyond what is more being giving up illusions and desire what i am or will be certainty and uncertainty relative to my world beauty and truth mix into one reality why i accept separateness i do not know anything except i am alive thinking and feeling soul understands more than self hope will guidance from within focus a conscious light i love everyone and need their help and company

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hidden library beyond time valley of wizards and witches of light

sophia sits at a long oak table deep in contemplation she is reading a very old book with gold and silver lettering she looks up for a moment and our eyes meet they are two dark pools with the weight of this great place

the spiral towers offering beautiful views of the mountains the long shadowy aisles of books and remarkable treasures of knowledge her eyes have much wisdom sadness beauty understanding reflecting the many worlds times places people of the world recorded here

outside in the courtyard i sit under the tree of life’s ornate canopy a child of the great tree of life and the same as its parent much like this small world is similar to the universe outside beyond the mountains and forests of this paradise i have come to love

i feel privileged to be one of the few chosen to live here and learn time seems to slow down when spring comes outside to sit with me she likes to look at the secret city in the moonlight and the starlight the wind is gentle and carries with it the smell of wildflowers

deep in the mountains it is yet warm in the early spring an atmosphere of peace and calm lies over the library we are both silent sitting together under the giant tree’s ornate branches even though the air is warm the wooden benches are quite cool

later we cross through the doorway to the forest outside the city to the world we knew all of our lives the world of humans and earth we find our bicycles where we left them close to my house we ride home and eat a simple meal she sings a sad song of love while i cook

afterwards she sits on the edge of the porch and swings her legs over the shrubbery her long brown hair hides her eyes as she bends down to smell the flowers we talk about our plans for the future how she wants to bring more people here and i tell her of my desire to create a utopia with her help and that of our friends

whether or not to speak of the secret world we have discovered that will be tricky an important decision not to be taken lightly great power and knowledge are at stake in the wrong hands the course of human evolution on earth could change for the worse the development of a new world to replace the ones that came before could be stifled

by greed and lust for power the ages old foil of human progress and evolution towards the optimal version of history we have been fortunate enough to witness and help create with the help of the wizards the elusive people in charge of the hidden city beyond earth a small world separate yet connected to every time and place in the cosmos

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star virgin lovers

i am able to fly yet again i understand i am dreaming beautiful stars offer themselves to me affection intimacy of mind self energy of closeness with a slight touch

i remember her from before i moved away i want to be close to her more than ever before i regret not showing her how i feel about her more than i did discovering exploring life

i imagine she is sitting in the moonlight tonight under a weeping willow tree reading the poetry of the beauty of nature the earth and the sky stars in her eyes and in the sky and her mind

i have to set her free in my own mind on the wings of night birds ravens crows owls life of imagination beauty wonder her guides companions in the moonlight world of garden strange sounds mysteries keep her company

the world begins again continuing to be born again with the rise of the sun in the morning never ending always beginning and as long as there is life there is always hope for the future

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future self world universe soul

as i walk by the river in the sliver of crescent moonlight shining through the tops of the trees just enough light to make my way without falling yet not enough to stop paying attention to each footstep i think about my future years ahead in time i will be different yet the same soul i am barely able to know myself as anything other than a child yet there are hints of my future self shining along with the moonlight

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future of humanity progression

ancient symbols of change and chaos depict figures from our ancestral memory cow mother earth lucifer shadow pisces sacrificial lamb back and forward from today for thousands of years gold silver bronze iron information always changing humanity continues to grow into its potential for enlightenment whether or not there is a cosmic plan for us does not matter consciousness flowers and produces seeds for the future end of one age is beginning to another and we are lucky to see the changes even if we do not understand we still have the opportunity to witness the world we can save the world and ourselves in the process by allowing the future to exist without interfering with the progression of ages and future generations the traditional meaning of conservation and not inflicting our flaws on children we can explore the universe in peace and prosperity for all if we only desire the ancient cards may become antiquated our divisions unnecessary through the houses of death and life time continues as arrow and circle freedom the great potential and necessity for humanity to grow individuality and memories of our past must be reconciled for balance we may choose to cover the tattoos of past triumphs and mistakes or show our regrets with pride and intimacy without promoting destruction

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symbols of life

figures from myth and legend use symbols to control nature and be controlled by it farm houses and factories can be centers of learning for children and adults

an ancient tree near an even older tower comes back to life after being almost dead children worship the tree and begin to return the land to its former vibrancy and magic

a beautiful angel comes to witness this and offers to help with creating a new eden she leads the children up to the inaccessible rooms near the top of the ancient tower

when they want to leave she says to go down would be to go through a narrow drain and to go up would be to enter the abyss of space and time and uncertainty

the demon that lives nearby appears and threatens her and then leaves she says they have been chosen for combat against the darkness but it will not be easy

they fight for the original symbols that define the myths and legends of human history they use the language left to humanity by the stranger who fell into the abyss long ago

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defending my home from darkness

in the middle of the trance ceremony i realize that i am in great danger and i go outside i do my best to defend my people and i tell the dark spirits to go away or else be destroyed i cut off one of the death knights’ heads and tell the others to leave or face the same fate most are scared away but there is one terrible creature who is not afraid of anything i confront the dark force but it is strong and i have difficulty gaining any kind of advantage so i lead him out to the shore of the ocean in order to quench its deadly flame of anger my fire cannot hurt it but the water can put an end to its rampage or so i hope i manage to pull the creature into the sea with me sacrificing myself for the greater good i am left alone in my own dream trying to find another individual who is also dreaming i do not know if the people i meet are just part of my dream or if i am simply part of theirs

my other half sagittarius teacher healer



flowers of lust

we lie together in my house at the edge of a great mountain forest at some point she says “we both know that we want each other” i turn to her and she is looking at me with longing in her eyes she kisses me and i let my instincts take over and she does too later in the glow of sexual contentment we lie together looking up at the ceiling i hear her crying and ask what is wrong but she says nothing she gets up and walks into the bathroom and closes the door i want to say something else to find out what is wrong the smell of her sweat lingers in my bed and i wait for her to return when she does she says she wants to go home but it can wait until tomorrow so we both try to go to sleep and i put my arm around her and our foreheads pressed together a strange kind of blue purple light seems to emanate from all around her and i am happy for a little while until she leaves and i am left alone again but that is tomorrow and for now she is here to stay and i am thankful for this

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loves of my life

there are so many people i deeply care for it’s hard to count and yet i cannot help but feel more love for some than others the ones i dream when the rain comes and the earth drinks its fill i think of her often in good times and bad times it helps knowing she is alive and vital in my world at this moment in time even though we cannot be together even though she may not want to be at this particular point in space and time i still love her the memory and idea of her inspires me to be a better person to make better art or at least know when my art is not good when i do not create for the benefit of other people humanity benefits when i am enlightened in my pursuit of self interests when i give as much as i take and take only what i need to survive we are all part of the cause for social justice and equality for all even my friends who are selfish and who do not like the idea of change we all play our part in the great unfolding drama of the universe and she is the one who inspires me to have faith and hope for the future what may be and what will be a better world that is busy being born always unfolding and changing in the pattern of chaos and intention her very existence is a work of art of the highest order of beauty purity of soul and body and spirit always changing becoming living the fire of her mind penetrates and burns my masks to ashes holy desire to know her better and to learn her thoughts and perspective on every matter of thing in the world and in her mind and everywhere a foundation for my own understanding of the universe and life love lives on no matter how much time passes no matter how many mistakes bad judgments you make there is always hope of a new brighter day the sun rises and the past fades a little more into obscurity healing your body mind and spirit and while she sleeps her true form shows the light in her eyes spreads out to the rest of her face peace and happiness i am happy to see perhaps in some small part because of me in the night i held her in my arms and it was something like heaven a secret that we never talked about afterwards yet thought about i held her hand and felt a deep sense of belonging of coming home my quest to find the center of myself would not be possible without her i owe my strength and determination to her influence and presence in my life full of music and magic peace and understanding bliss love and freedom

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mind of nature morningstar

global warming is real fact not fiction yet strange the beautiful storms of change intense and wild floods and wildfires threatening the vulnerable those in the desert are even more thirsty for water

the butterfly says to let the outside in and the inside out let the wind blow through your heart and breathe deep the presence of the sun shows through closed eyelids progressive cultural evolution for humanity is necessary

the moon and stars and visible planets are a beautiful example how to organize chaos hope in the midst of violent conflict mind and consciousness shared by all beings in the universe perception that helps create reality each influencing the other

i tend my garden and find comfort in the smell of rich earth and leaves a microcosm of my hope for humanity’s efforts to change the environment each part and individual working for the benefit of the whole ecosystem the diversity of nature allowing for greater health and balance overall

consciousness rises from nature its history remains tied to the earth the combination of the water of life and the fertile soil creates beauty lessons for humanity about the patterns of interdependence in the universe the spiral and the circle of creation preservation change desire becoming

everything is transforming into something else yet essence remains the same the wind spreads seeds within the garden and also to other faraway places the world is a garden too and the wind shares without distinction for nationality the rain allows for new life to begin and consciousness to flower inside the mind

like plants and animals people are constantly making love and fighting each other but with hope conflict will be more about words and ideas instead of physical violence the cities of light and darkness the forests and oceans the blood and passion flow but we should let each other live for we are all unique though essentially the same

looking out the eastern and western windows in morning and night duality of time accepting the space around us working to change the future but accepting the past the crossroads allows for us to change our lives and choose which way we want to go it is never too late to change our minds and follow a different path another destination

i pass by a beautiful woman on a forest trail bending down to smell the wildflowers for years i will think of her and wish i had stopped to say hello and see what she sees she smiles at me and her eyes are full of light but also very dark duality of being alive a fire rises in my heart and i cannot help but smile in return we will always be connected

in the same bed i put my arm around her breathe in the natural fragrance of her beauty i cannot go to sleep no matter how hard i try and time seems to stand still but i am happy to be close to her feel her presence blurring the boundaries between our bodies and minds she turns over and our foreheads touch for a long time and our breath becomes entwined

you are a manifestation of the divinity present and indwelling in the selfaware universe you are a star given human form light in the darkness mirror of cosmic consciousness

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water of life

worshipping the earth the smell of humus rain finding love and peace in the stillness of morning gardens of mind and body give hope to sick friends they heal by making their surroundings a beautiful place

through perception and understanding and the right force to make the world fit your will your will the universe to search for someone who dreams the same visions as you or at least similar enough so that you have some understanding

it helps me accept that people i love are not doing well a way to make some kind of a connection with the universe and perhaps my work will bring some joy to the people i care about and what i learn i can teach others and help my friends live better

when the rain comes it washes my soul and gives life to the soil the seeds i plant grow into beautiful creatures and friends the whole world is a garden and yet each place is different each smaller garden within the whole has its own unique beauty

consciousness pervades nature and the universe is selfaware the garden of your mind goes on forever just like the cosmos we each have the opportunity to share our vision and dream together the trick is finding the right person to love more than others

blessings of nature and the divine indwelling mind of the universe the force of attraction and the coming together of disparate parts there are ways we can be better stewards of the earth water and sky though things are getting better there is much left to be done

paradise dream map river garden temple house mountains



the sleeper awakens

some are frightened by the shadow inside them others learn to accept and cultivate their dark half even the least attractive part of our minds have value the sleeper must awaken both the good and evil

by transcending our shadow we become whole at home with ourselves without fear or apprehension in this new world it snows at the beginning of the spring equinox then i pause and reflect on my past and desires for the future

for all who seek truth to find balance between dark and light trusting love both angels and demons sleep within the deep places of our souls our minds give rise to them when we need them even when we don’t want anyone especially then they appear

friends who help us back on the right track or to keep going on the right one beyond limited definitions of family they are closer than blood a way of understanding your place in the universe a reminder that you are beautiful and unique and not ever alone

earth family the ones you think about the ones you love most for better or worse they can be the source of your inspiration or a cause for despair my friends are closer to me than biology blood and bone are secondary we would be nothing without our parents and grandparents and yet

it is warm in the sunlight and cool in the shade you can choose your family if you are willing to look beyond the chains of your past i may not be able to forget you but the least i can do is try to forgive myself we have all made some positive impact in someone’s life

flower of life truth is the most important thing making sense of chaos order and a way of discovering your place in the universe consciousness and understanding can flower in every mind part of the soul of the universe subjectively experiencing itself

organization pattern of chaos



emperor of a world

yet there are always some who resist a tyrant of any kind no matter how enlightened the policies comfortable the citizens the trick is to use the political process whenever possible create a coalition a movement of revolutionaries to reach the majority give the minority enough not to complain and the reactionaries nothing except kind words and a sincere effort to explain the progress of history but those who want things to go back to the old ways will always protest everyone can find reason to complain if they think it will take them somewhere they want to go especially back to old prejudice injustice and inequality so you may be an emperor of a world but not the only one not the only world you are best served not to ever claim complete control or even desire it encourage individuality serving enlightened interests for the good of all a leader should not be a tyrant if only for practical reasons and less grief history teaches us that they do not end well no matter how good and popular they are necessary sometimes in times of crisis opportunity and danger the development of human culture should have outgrown petty differences yet here we all are still dealing with the same issues as past generations reactionaries still want us to go back to the past and revolutionaries the future balance must be found between the opposing forces of change and order a new kind of understanding of the play of life discovering the key to wisdom finding bliss in knowledge and action directed toward improving life for everyone trusting the perseverance and prevalence of love sweet and bitter love

mandala cubed heart compassion joy



wizards of light if one knows where to look for the doorway or window the way to elsewheres other planets other dimensions other realities close and yet an infinite distance a meeting point where beings from different places and times come together to talk to share information strategies coordinate plans of thousands and millions of years hidden by a great temperate rainforest and ancient mountains with many secrets one such city of doorways is home to a group of scholars of many races and backgrounds a center of learning and observation of the world outside the city’s boundaries a world named earth by the billions of humans that call the planet home in 2013 ad some fight to survive but others hoard books and knowledge from many worlds many times helping when they can to move humanity towards a better tomorrow aligned with spirits of nature magical creatures that live in other dimensions of reality against the forces of darkness both in the world of humanity and in worlds beyond to put aside ancient conflicts between the forces of light to find balance and harmony to focus on the darkness in everyone and the truly evil to serve the force of life in all things in all places in all times the cosmic conflict between light and darkness both on the individual level and the level of communities planets galaxies universes

green man nature spirit friend guardian defender



world of magic

he comes down from the mountain peak threatening the farms and the school the white tower stands and will not be broken even by a giant serpent yet the crops and the people’s houses are not so strong the wizards must act to protect their people’s livelihoods the ancient truce has been broken

and when a hero has slain the dragon young and foolish yet very powerful a greater power wakes in the mountains the mother all must change her terrible anger threatens all that the wizards and the townspeople know something must be done to appease her to restore the peace of their world

dragon of heaven



forest paradise transition

the ways to the heart of the great temperate rainforest are limited from the cities few old highways less than there once were a small method of keeping some part of the old world the way it once was before the great changes of the past 100 years so much has changed humans spreading throughout the physical universe

unlocking the secrets of the invisible universe within and outside each person world united under one government each old national enemy at peace with one another the people staying on earth concentrate in ever larger cities fueled by free energy no more poverty no need for injustice plenty of food and clean water for all human beings

all manner of new ways of travel flying cars high speed trains personal spacecraft with a desire to see the preserved mountain forests of the old national park may do so there is even a single train line from knoxville to the old small city of sevierville for those who like to travel across the surface of the earth and watch the world change

from new to old yet even the old has changed and would no doubt be unrecognizable the people that lived there here generations before humans started exploring the stars sailing the cosmic seas like ancient explorers of the old world searching for new worlds for humanity to call home when our sun as all stars must dies billions of years from now

life will continue as it always has and always will using humans to seed new planets as the universe becomes ever more complex yet even simpler selfaware perfect

multiversal guardian



philosophy of love

forgive yourself for past mistakes and bad judgments you have made look to the future positivity is essential for the continuation of life without hope how can any human being continue to live and learn? even if only a faint glimmer of light almost completely hidden under a veil of regrets despair sorrow but it can be lifted if only for a little while and life continues ever onwards we are all stars players in our own games of love and life games that are not games and the game of life that we all play together whether we like it or not finding joy and happiness wherever and whenever we can with who we can serving others in order to find what we are looking for the meaning of life some kind of god or deity of the earth and sky and the universe of stars traveling and making new homes on faraway planets in our dreams one day we will look back on this time and see our old home earth still there still here for us all of us no matter how low or high we may seem no matter our mistakes and our triumphs we will be glad to have known this the first of many worlds home planet for humanity mother of us all

peace first day of spring visual poetry



egypt greece rome life continues ever onwards

no one is beyond redemption nothing in this world is wasted everything we do has purpose whether we know it or not the world is always beginning and continuing to be born again constantly evolving towards new kinds of transformations we are all connected in our becoming part of the universal mind all is one yet different everything is everything else but distinct becoming amidst being creativity acting on receptivity unity in duality the potential for transcendence and wisdom is inside each of us through the mirror of our minds we can understand the language of love oceans of life giving energy there for the taking and giving away here swimming flying walking life continues ever onwards in its quest for perfection searching always for balance joy happiness reasons for living beyond just surviving everything good and bad is part of life’s plan a way for the cosmos to become better through resolution of conflict the good becomes more perfect and the bad fades away

insight dream art poetry creation

starflower mandala

violet butterfly wonder



watering the garden of destiny future world coming into being

with the earth’s deep embrace of hungry and thirsty roots we the tillers of the soil call forth our daily nutrition and the scavengers of life take away their percentage we are left with what we need to survive no more no less if we try to hold onto our food hoard it as greedy capitalists we find the vegetables grow rotten in imitation of ourselves we have a duty to provide food to everyone who asks these are hard times and this age is nearing an end the beginning of the next will depend on human goodwill paying for things is not enough ownership is responsibility that which we have is only borrowed we cannot take we are given a chance to rest for a while in pure mind but when we return if we return our money does not wait a pauper is just as likely to be rich in his next lifetime all we have to hold onto through each change is spiritual if it does not exalt the soul it is not worth anything love kindness dignity grace we strive for absolutes and only find them within ourselves there are reasons beyond measure to tend our soil well every passing stranger is another manifestation of the divine each hungry human being waits to be filled by something with the simple work of growing cultivating preserving each passing season in which we spread water and plant seeds another opportunity to grow into our highest destiny may each of our gardens thrive in the turbulent years to come

portrait of the artist purple lotus blossoming hope springs eternal consciousness



song of myself everlasting starflower

everything allows us to perceive reality cracks and divinity shining hearts and minds becoming one effulgent bliss surround hold protect allow us dreams of heaven experience underlying pattern of eternity from dark to light doorway horror terror fear hate shame your dreams can come true world conflict trial by fire through danger appears strange heroes spirit air water fire earth blue red yellow green orange every color and each element initiation into the deep mysteries dark shadow with magician hermit danger for friends and family refusal of call to adventure banishment and beginning again again world salvation darkness to light accept destiny water and drown premonitions of shapes of things places personalities masks and secrets journey lessons learned and remembered your true initiation never ends the basis of greek roman british culture rational intuitive philosophy of knowledge axiomatic yet imperfect vital humanism out of all possible worlds this our mystery we know beyond the edge of physics the universe stretches far forever there’s always more to come a stage dream constant rehearsal at the same time finished flash of black or white gold silver together at heart always beginning in ending other worlds and different times related to earth and sky the planet we all share that which is everything with the most useful transcendence mind remembers the future shadows parallel planes bubbles and points various multicolored gem worlds floating an unbroken circle and chain happy to consider the wonders grandeur and vastness of space far and deep within and without yet heart is the center soul light wisdom air body sky looks down and through creates and reveals self discovery spirit builds networks of consciousness between different and separate lives interpenetrating the lines limits horizons overcoming understanding awareness of self night longs to be real harmony music of the cosmos something special as a star come join in healing growth sorrow thorns hate fear self shadow allow light to shine through life endless star night sadness flowers dance and forgive beauty to behold one moment time before you behind you find anything worth dying for live space to remember forgetting sky purple water blue butterfly despair and deception all conquering love that binds the universe force constant state of change evolution transformation growth

mysterious self world unconscious collective knowledge myth



today is the only day

world healing compassion hope balance nature protectors egypt greece rome ever onwards always beginning again

isis and osiris apollo and aphrodite belong together all their pain leads to growth transforming no suffering sadness sorrow except their own peculiar perfect relation between opposites everyone’s hidden secrets loves potentials transcending overcoming fear envy meanness towards more truth beauty light sorrows reminding me of ancient mysteries memories reflections mirrors of what once was shall be given enough space idea time beautiful night sky full of blinking worlds i awaken ready for always already every and all good things desire ending need weight of past present future speak truth beautiful even especially to shadows dark help move beyond worry defeat horror terrible mystery give form nothingness not afraid once again realize the illusion surrounds us disconnection fragmentation and despair make belief dream become reality similar simultaneous here and there some point to words never explain direct experience through stories surrender to ways of otherness stand beyond shadow fear doubt and awareness clarity vision stays remember and you remain strong open unblocked brilliant uncovered calm again change yet stay radical essential romantic bliss beings understanding themselves true conscious beautiful magic of combination synthesis alchemy one out of many foundations for modernity and what will come after what is and what we least expect comes inside hidden places we thought secret secure safe always already loving you shadow and whole makes complete the broken parts and pieces thief warrior magician stranger outcast hero of world and self and everywhere between beyond within and without one story yet endless subjects perspectives experiences what allows breath flowering self aware yet selfless lovely amazing allows the one you want infinity worlds allows forgotten moments to accept use discover creates meaning and relationship understanding evolving and moving and transforming world without end except only dimly remembered beginning always again always beginning preservation of knowledge wisdom beauty through the never forgotten years eras histories opposing justifying validating one another within implicated hidden embedded throughout the great memory web of twin reflections cosmos throughout and within stars sun planet family mind energy body soul yesterday the world came to a beginning darkness and light we truly love learning we must choose what will be today context meaning relationships now three acts in one play of life spiral wheel

labyrinth duality perfection balance deep good life flowing growing loving



shadow light process life organic growth change woman of my dreams

i love even your dark shadow half an extension of myself the garden earth and i need you far more than you need me i work and never seem to finish completely small successes and occasional growth keep going ever onwards towards until weeds come back and i realize their use what i disliked i have now become i am the outcast ostracized from belief ignorance disguised as absolute truth i shake out the dirt from each harvested plant i use what is left in the big compost pile the healthy plants aerate the soil and grow before dying adding their nutrients back into the circle cycle garden canvas never finished only begun eternally or for as long as the sun shines the grass grows and the wind blows great satisfaction contained within every day’s work enjoy the fruits of your labor and your love i have cultivated plants and they changed me too the soil relationship between landscapes and humans i want to give you everything you need not just to survive but to thrive not just use but cooperate with nature spread the seeds of wilderness and growth appease the voracious appetites of the humans many i want to have and help to spread many are good to eat and work as medicine give back more than they take from the cycle grass and trees and flowers all working and eating adding and multiplying each and everything important breaking the rocks to provide foundational elements when balanced the forces work and eat together cooperating and not just competing for scarcity when in balance i am at peace with myself within the world surrounding me

shadow light process life organic growth change



song of one in two and two in one

love abraxas unity of singing global peace vision universal truth wisdom

when the world turns turn into me you say allow me the pleasure of warm loving arms hard to cope without nearness fantasies and alternative imaginative realities another earth in another universe sun stars rare archetypes of the soul treasure of wisdom jewel of understanding compassion and connections multiple worlds creating relatives of divinity parenting dark age reason logic against belief myth even within systems of control seeds of revolution grow constantly chaotic dark stars dancing nietzsche and kant together interplay of light and darkness within abraxas pattern true existence balance between chaos and order and complexity and simplicity the psyche in creative control and structured novelty power given and taken along with love and sex combination and creation of new idea generations give you me we each other how no one really knows everything what the totality and which the path when differences and multiple perspectives who changes and stays in the middle cosmological evolution on a grand epic scale viruses plagues and unsustainable cities across ocean multiverses civilization spreads agreements for exploitation of nature god and goddess image stamped on currency material energy numbers and networks the alchemical twin serpent ouroboros reconcile the seemingly opposing sides the unconscious makes itself known dreams and intimations visions otherness converse contrast the bridge crossroads individual and universal emotional intelligence the eternal mind transcends yet stays within background and foreground everywhere between talk to angels and demons god within find him/her/it/them/yourself dreaming adrift in the cosmic ocean of light try to understand the truth and beauty remember the balance and peace peace be upon my brothers and sisters and above all remember to trust yourself

song of one in two and two in one shadow light process life organic growth change



shared destiny magic is possible

tears fall like rain souls falling to earth from sky reborn below to remember who they really are star eye pyramid horus elegant abstract creations ancient mystery makes the world from song and poetry shadows of future possibilities inspire great workings remembrances of the best of what has come create artemis sophia athena reflected and reborn forever eternally recurring patterns of life ever transforming evolving towards novelty wisdom of ancient myths sensual sadness beauty blood blue sorrow somnolent rose lavender sage trinity circles and triangles questions answers lies and truth beauty love garden moon planets and phases movement change expansive wilderness waterfall rock bridge forest trial and initiation through darkness storms we run together over and up and around mountains life beautiful ease of overflowing eternal light sun rises and sets always to be trusted followed the youngest of our family jumped into deep water at first i am worried about him alone in the river away from the home i have known all my life athens babylon alexandria cities of great knowledge and wisdom streets with great golden automatons and transhuman soul bodies my vision conflicts with my biological family father and mother i fashion a sailing ship and ready provisions a long journey i expect perhaps many days travel my true family accepted my attachment to the missing one they did not try to stop me from going on my quest we shared dreams and visions of what would be the golden spirits talked to me in wind whispers we prepare to sail together to find our missing brothers and sisters

magic is not just possible but necessary bounded yet infinite stars eyes serpents vision unity light and dark shadow angels and angel shadows



when vision allows life light love self world universe

illusion separation reality division individuation alchemy balance

who dreams awake singing poetry beethoven’s ninth symphony ode to joy ever expanding galaxies clusters universes confidence step through open door into darkness you wait in the light on the other side tunnel through the underworld below the bridge body mind soul integrates wheel of life time track and world train travel through cosmic oceans everyone’s world can be different always looking someone shares world with me some people let me be part of their worldview umwelt semiosphere constructed and created fluid creativity design chaos structures balance vision clarity with reason emotional truth and beauty together with philosophy and scientific materialism create landscapes mind soul body external environment mirroring the internal worlds within individuals project outward create the shared world we all must live in together the forces energies designs ideas beliefs knowledge is not enough yet certainly helps breath of life and force of consciousness manifest goodness measured in symmetry meaning relational context and growth transformation journeys personal and universal memory understanding love carry with us always with or without others’ worlds and worldviews once again be careful when you come close edge of the world and the cosmic river ocean end is beginning anew life soul consciousness bounded but not limited universes without end “please tell me why are we here” you say “why are we here now and always?” i respond always more of everything hard and easy breaking rules and restrictions and promises mistaken words and silent kisses and sighs neck bites and blood flowing within hearts bodies minds souls together and yet apart pleasure and pain unite then separate again mouth tongue and voice golden sound whisper sun life flow your blue white green dragon heart temples pillars bedposts everyone’s rest and restraints desire dream despair destruction delight destiny death parts of the universal story and each individual storyteller

fractal mandala flower of life



multiverse sun and moon future

beautiful moon bright sky night stars clouds river life cosmos infinity ocean past tunnel chaotic dark heart dancing artist water bodhisattva present now loving compassion goddess vision mountain evolution symmetry pattern fractal mandala flower open revolution above below within force energy listening season movement change unity presence binding space time reflection calendar year victory comedy defeat joy food growing family generations primordial building moments farmer machines people development now there is other time hands extensions technologies clustering what has come before and there is method spiral riding wave labyrinth nature cycle time dance monsters we meet are ourselves mirror man woman sing passion knowing hope necessary lovers light and dark maybe more know they exist underworld all suns morning love light sloping culture humanity night longing shining star before after we embrace rising east truth beauty good careful world mechanical atomic fragmentation recurrent novelty animals within my heart within internal external differences unity systems expand shadow evil great opposition myth eternal conflict automatic and yesterday i held another inside my hands cities i felt ripen fall nothing meaning everything relationship farms swollen rotten fruit work change spring house we were the same just as we are now consciousness robots and by helping i am remembering my responsibility bodies i felt new understanding heart awareness spirit and the white light that healed me love conscience protection of breath shared destiny of humanity memory and there is no way i could have lived without personality you believe masks images attempt waking sleep dreaming guided meditation peace energy i lay another bed down floor balance nutrients into clear bright night sky full moon stars water shining for you transform wind everyone who cared to watch light learning love sky and everything was one yet different in presence earth world integration different complex simplicities sameness fire patterns of life birds endless repeating discovering creating new imaginings

peace love compassion understanding justice equality



house of transformation journey through darkness into light

love peace health ecology understanding justice compassion integration music life duality individual ineffable mystery beauty sublimation of conflict waking dream vision consciousness growing transforming becoming

ghosts of wars and landscapes and people that have been will be here fight memories and betrayed unity of humanity and nature tired arguments against future world new generations i cannot stop hoping caring peace to lost souls i can find a way out sometimes i remember the perfect door key wall i push through disguises and hidden tunnels and pathways arrows of light vision imagery guide me to freedom open sky blackness and brightness of night wispy clouds shapes escape i fly friends family time getting away from fear hate apathy fatalism despair one that is my self perhaps is having difficulty and i urge onwards into air reunite we others walk run swim fly crawl the meeting place i remember i left diamond in the sacred mountain lake of life water circle heart magic where we gather and i show what i have found beautiful jewel fight over control someone takes and gives away the treasure mystery i am sorrowful force and feeling afflicted by greed and shortsightedness those that can follow consciously apologize part as friends and partners i notice that there is a very fast stream of creatures of all types traveling a forest path i decide to follow the progression of animals and spirits moving i realize that there is no reward better than experiencing their journey great mother tree of heaven earth underworld crossroads and axis mundi beauty structure fluidity creation earth water myth poetry chaos complex truth peace understanding consciousness communication infinity nature ecstasy loves and loved now future time beginning reality psyche masks moon silver and sun gold firebirds venus desert phoenix bodies hidden watching mars lying night on a roof staring light mouth books sword knowledge to the full moon surrounding serpent scissors book i felt it love all rocks cliffs sky skeleton and everything happened for a reason mirrors lute dragonspiral hero fool oblivious empty but happy frame house all show we will one moment pitcher symbol image window in our future perception life water wine wonder thunder in all terror beauty war peace balance hanging necessary darkness evil spirits crab squid lovers sisters enemy friends imagination reading mountain forest we know that all we thought was real robbers mythic fantasy sacred name gypsies music wanderers surrendering beginning ghosts evil inn the crossroads testing judging changing ecstasy reality intelligence traveling demons and the devil perception map landscape plan supplies adventure duty there is darkness and there is darkness insulting jug water five demons fear hate trees winter song rest well laughter monk preacher guardian magic departure jazz future meditation joy bliss becoming being understanding searching always skulls thief death brothers shadow hero twins raven clouds dagger we must become more familiar glove serpent hill barn spirit with the territory of our birth table room door chair stone wood arch roof misty raining night sky morning clear we do not know we are early bright stars silent we only know we do not belong outside inside anywhere music illumination cosmos dancing singing eternal changing creativity imagination myths captivating imagery worlds universes stories sound the show life play now vision purple lotus blue white dragon heart green life flowing moss surrounding light wine river underworld heaven earth flowers field sleep waking dream transformation happy wisdom child smile

light reflection intuition peace peace peace



all one spiral galaxy humanity

quest to defeat fear everywhere misty mountains sky and land spirits communicate doorways windows intuition reflection of future possible worlds realities light prophecy when i was a child of flower dreams and premonitions balance of structure and chaos change medicine guidance and teaching learning travelers and their stories of myths and politics of the world when i was a child i was afraid of the dark abyss shadow consciousness cosmic ocean of time and space multiplicity infinity expansion initiation vast expanse seemingly limitless darkness deep and wide master friend wise magician sage behind my closed eyelids beyond overcoming anger and fear transmuting into passion love positive emotion creative transformation history hidden self nothing i can do without birth process illusion and beauty of wind on water reality seeds growing transcendence honor courage strength art science and alchemy helps return to source of life pleasure and desire one within preservation words language shell spiral space inner and outer exploration discovery creation angels and guardians morning silence opening memories here there everywhere house order organic rain tears souls falling rising evolution and involution transcendence and immanence warrior saying goodbye to conflict and war starlight sun family soldiers find peace culture and people find it hard to walk away from past lives magic of apollo one dies and finds a new pair of rainbow eyes dark soul reflecting artemis isis virgin full moon nature universe active and passive order and chaos wind and water and water and wind together with balance diversity duality great spirit and mother earth protect and preserve wise leaders sailors of the cosmic sea and their premonitions of good fortune and world peace foreshadowing overcoming learning becoming transforming ourselves always being born opportunity in crisis and doing what has to be done in order to make the best outcome difficulty companions leaving behind what we have known before and will know imagination offers hope and everexpanding realm and multiverse of possibilities integrated worlds within worlds each one dependent ultimately on the earth total ecology biosphere society culture construct relationship of humanity and nature peace should we be able to associate ourselves with our own mirror reflection opposition and polarization balance through ties and connections binding and setting free personal global responsibility learning pragmatic transcendental knowledge about wisdom balance complexity becoming amidst being starlight and snowflakes falling in winter love when guidance gives passwords to pass the gate of magic reflection and other guardians at the edge of infinity within and without the individual and collective self highest ideal and practical application action and discovery of truth amidst illusion and lies light from darkness beyond deep waters of feeling and emotional understanding within origin tales and mythic legends sailors traveling far away from home to find treasure dark star souls dancing still and calm brightly shining reflected in the blazing of stars labyrinth of past meeting future reflection poetry math in among around galaxies the entirety of the universe as far as we can tell stretches out for billions of years light communication and spirit of life interpenetrating and connecting the whole more than the sum of its parts more than what happens yet contained within reality now duality uncertainty and relativity uniting to form a new kind of skepticism about everything foundation of what is good for the universe of human souls at least this much is true to time and an unknown end yet possibly knowable and possible for our hopes to create peace the eternal ideal and all attending qualities and values and reasons and justifications stories from unknown times reflecting magic friendship worthy imagination when you leave creativity and man woman together must learn without each other light vision opposition holding close cycle year seasons of heart dream same yet always changing becoming different enemy i do not understand why we should have to fight and grieve and destroy without mercy door circle open portal sweet scent lilac lavender hills mountains forest duality overcoming polarization any being other than ourselves immune to suffering we are the most important existence light earth water fire air self and other love relationship balance nostalgia for future past and present integration beyond and within hope the reason for suffering self growth illusion beauty mystery darkness evil understanding purpose life serve self community world

communication all one within without illusion life destruction resurrection rebirth secret ancient pathway pain change night day duality love




one the library of alexandria

i wear a veil illusion and darkness and light fitting mood and body soul and heart mind i make for self infinity close and far realities strung together and apart in chains weaving longer than i can ever and never always and sometimes seem to imagine beyond the limits what is real to me in limited and narrow perception glorious and fragile experience what is to be human on earth tailors make necessary integration from and with self between others based on what i do not know pray and sing physics mind and heart compassion existence of life transcendence never end forever not disappearing far away from vision and fall of protection and friendship and keep connecting love becoming being what will come and transform into our future reflected past history balance mirror image twin shadow projection ideal form perceiving who and what i am

two brothers and sisters

butterfly and sunflower transform meet together with joy in spring triumph of sunrise golden dawn comes mystic observe work ages and generate story and myth and poetry magic creatures bring peace rising within self and throughout the world we must all share transcending self nature mind finding inseparable connections essential truth consciousness bliss awareness all is one love conquers all the equation of life always until we are ready to dissolve into self broken and mended while we sleep and dream wide awake through the movement and mystery of time space becoming being together remembering reality hidden and escaping the trap of forgetting where we came from why we chose the path that we follow and the tunnel through forest sea sky and mountains

the library of alexandria mountain valley garden temple peace overcoming transcending ocean shore doorway circle open faery interdimensional gateway star heart portal light truth consciousness bliss



self community world universal peace

cerulean blue some moments alone with solitude creation playing finding keeping giving living indigo violet desire hope despair joy losing control gaining happiness in growth change chaos order good if we can learn to see behind the veil of waiting across worlds around each other evil individual as they tremble we realize we are all one consciousness surrounding ourselves groups ideologies worldviews languages masks religions philosophies thoughts feelings blue love pride presence within necessary duality white red green yellow orange purple eros ethos venus that remains when illusion is vital to survival on the planet yet we must keep asking isis and starlight writing reading conscious unconsciousness mirror reflection sun and moon cloak of maya porous allowing truth music dream waking vision positive future voice energy life shining through probability art meaning music peace love understanding you me if only we learn to stretch out our own minds as our own masters forever consciousness water distance hearts and minds listening storyteller shared poetry and myth of past meeting present book of relationship heart context balance you and me denial words conflict and reconciliation the weapon of love and understanding to work towards the shared goal and vision of peace honesty in constant ecstasy with one creator self and world interconnected relationship cocreation vision deep finding peace feeling thoughts words sound vibrations love traveling through air sky ether open dark and like a beautiful explosion of color the sunflower blossoms peace protection preservation self upon the graves of all the war dead and forgotten ghosts of ancestors yet looking after us the living all belief and knowledge combine in truth beauty goodness one body shared through spirit symbol soul archetypal awakening to reality and what is always already surrounding us past present and future grateful thanks to life and opportunity to create preserve and reveal the nature of things as they are children may be there wishes jump flying falling expanding heart echo reflection memory valley warm green life wine song being peace define up down thank you and waking dream mountain tunnel door becoming love sorrow sea origin going back to the beginning source castle sky mother world peace teaching guide keys open door dew balance soul mind brother ships fragment bridge window gateway rain tears enter true nature better world possible sailing towards tower able to fly discover body we can get there together for warm understanding adventure speaking meaning text fact reality destiny birth always being born again kiss purpose space time expand if first one finds balance in self destruction growth overcoming shadow learning theft loss symbols lines present self oblivion of illusion changing hiding chaos within core twins transforming can bring everything nothing more suffering peace balance change transform world community transcend pain immanence conscious wonder beauty mystery discover truth in sun moon ocean earth challenge the road to hell with good motivation against shadow darkness demons destruction pollution initiation for my life i find alternatives yet nothing more than peace again comes back to truth calling story songs drinking singing thinking listening dreaming of different times different places together peace seeking humility and knowing others seeing and recognizing eyes souls hearts

dream creation shadow alchemy eyes vision heart emanation balance integration wisdom environment



light and shadow evolution growth change

one becoming within being

zeus odin vishnu hera freya lakshmi archetypes of transcendental preservation nature spirits stories of gods goddesses men women those masks personalities between balance opposite aspects male female chaos order reflection shining understanding again right wrong good evil dark light polarities reconciliation throughout worlds shared by all for the greatest good of greatest number of people animals plants living on planet earth for the memory of the history passed down for sixty centuries and for future generations mercury and aphrodite together form a more perfect union human and divine diversity earth sky heaven meet elements of creation knowledge truth fire and water understanding a miracle bodhisattva of compassion in flesh young woman star night sky lover friend

two transformation progression towards perfection of balance

how complication complexity and why understanding together discovery creation uncertain definition life center information chaos in my memory of transformation process never ending truly born being the same yet different time space together reflection mandala of light all colors most glorious individual nature organic organization symmetry pantheistic who what when where how why say people masks personalities true and false something differentiated yet common all who live breathe think feel become amidst being each creates represents reflects together their own center of an self world universe bubble individual psychological illumination contains seeds of the whole alternative everything maker and the made are made one in reflection both reality and illusion shadow and light two in one the dance of love continues ever onward towards transcendental integration dark brown golden light expression moisture fullness words spoken and unspoken desire mind personal divinity feeling distant unambiguous complete peace hope inspiration inner light duality nature friendship companionship dark light chaos and order one in two

three dreaming awake

press my hands and eyes together to wipe away sleep though i dream while i am awake sadness reaching otherness lover gold silver black white volcano hands only i asleep dreaming roaring awake and becoming snow comprehension ultimate meaning feeling thought emotion boots simple ever changing formulas equations theories cold breathing life longing warmth teacher writing walls boundaries structures secrets hearing fear stories masters bowing respect helping shadow mountains whispers we have truth nature goodness crying wind blowing beating his hands against enemies frustration hate fear illusion infection memory why seeming anger conflict pathos hubris defeat victory tragedy snail spiral sound shell because the numbers kept changing with each blink of my eyes colony vision secret movement messages no matter what order they come salt protectors guardians correct answer dear students and questions heat you can choose to let sorrow tears fall upon earth medicine i asked him why always herbs and he replied fate and destiny enemy incense waves collective echo reverberation covering growth sickness what is this supposed to mean simply simplicity memory i do not have an answer to satisfy weak except that i met you inside me and you told me wisdom robe yet i was too confused to understand your words at the time cure peace green eye compassion expanding passage action morning walk becoming correct vision always already what you said snow and i am too afraid to say what consequences dreams may bring hat scarf coat blue lightning dark clouds otherwise storming believe yourself quiet artifact feast celebration honor life spring beauty spirit smoke transformation intimacy sanctuary calm before snowflakes more storms serpent salvation lessons learned shadow appearance heartbeat water air love jealousy pride bravery arrogance water earth love rebirth energy force forgiveness lava listening flowing within journey underworld king return danger trial imitation pathway knowledge world hero meeting fire and air symbolic drowning of ego return to truth fire earth water conflict shadow forces twins equality opposition directions guardians shadow sunlight brings time five dimensions and chorus of soldier warriors

four becoming rainbow warriors

chords music kiss hang words really stop begin again wanting desire sight vision many things denial despair defeat turning becoming sighs again and again yes yielding advancing becoming smiles laughter shaking pleasure exploration soul body longing tongue language beauty mystery garden sweet taste love chemical reaction combustion creation imagination nature within energy waiting long moments arrive how long linger embracing complete alchemical integration love being smooth fire and ice within and outside light and expressive shadow bursting forth to experience life lavender fields spring growth resurrection renewal rebirth pattern eternity destiny lovers dreaming

five bodhisattva of compassion

goddess of life itself the beauty of oceans and forests and all growing things cycles of nature duality of man and woman light and dark morning and night all are unified and transcended by love wind through the trees rain falling on souls blue green purple light of understanding life all around us everything is perfect flowers in the garden spirit of silver shadow children of the moon and the sun magic of love and lightning and the hope of perfection becoming even better

goddess of beauty when you least expect love



true love lost not yet regained

hundreds of versions of myself spread out over many times and places all very similar saying and doing the same things though in slightly different situations repetition echo some variations have their own personality and provide guidance to me when i am silent

even if i do not actually follow their advice they tell me what i should and should not do one with special experience in particular romance tells me not to try again with helen there is chemistry to be with her again would be very difficult without much reward

i find sophia sitting with her childhood self and my own inner child playing he teaches me how to be happy for i have forgotten more than i can remember i teach him how to fly and how to fall gracefully his future will require rising above

i ask sophia if she hears the echoes of her other selves but she does not her childhood self curses a lot an interesting pair we make though contentious she comes close but then leaves to be with helen and once again i am alone with myself

one of their female lovers comes to say that i am still wanted by both helen and sophia but i do not want to go through the pain of seeing either of them with someone else so i write a poem and draw a picture and leave them in a package for sophia to find

strangers try to keep me with them which is flattering though i want to be with another my soul keeps getting caught in circles and my feet get stuck so i cannot leave until i have listened to the music all the way through all the way around to the end

the circle of life continues to turn the records that make me happy also bring me sadness but i am learning and it is possible to go back to the beginning again if only in memory and there is always the possibility of finding true love beyond compassion and empathy

when i talk to sophia i tell her i love her and miss her yet i am afraid to go to her i disregard my own advice and try to find helen despite the pain and heartbreak i know that i am meant to be with one and not the other but i am weak and uncertain also

and i know that sophia may not feel the same way about me that i feel about her a different kind of love unpossessive and free from jealousy at least most of the time yet i still cannot help but hope that one day we'll be together when i am a better person

i know there will be heartbreak and loss and pain but also some occasional contentment my heart is full of red wine and there is always the prospect of finding true love again even if i never see sophia again she will continue to be in my thoughts and dreams

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learning to fly dream journeys within and without

i teach others in my world how to fly and pass through seemingly solid matter how to tell if you are dreaming or not lucidity some are receptive to knowing others do not want to think what they see and feel is not real though it is always real just not always the same reality as waking life different dimensions worlds

an old man seems to think i am telling him that he has passed on to the afterlife i tell him that i don’t think the dream world is where people go when they die at least not as their home the afterlife is something greater and more mysterious that dreams are an intermediary between the many dimensions of life beyond the physical

those who wish me physical harm have much trouble by knowing that i am dreaming most violence does not cause permanent damage though it usually hurts to get shot the emotional and mental hurt is usually worse both in dreams and waking life though it does help to concentrate on helping other people whenever possible to do so

each person has their own mind and their own dreams their own territories of mystery yet some who care for each other can share and everyone can visit the homes of others boundaries of dream are fluid and each soul is both an island and a member of the whole it is very hard to make an accurate map of the shifting territories of night tying together life

perhaps even the rocks and water have their own dreams and personifications to explore gods and demons may come into your dreams offering gifts danger chances for wisdom you may visit other places beyond your own mind echoes of solar earth hells and heavens worlds of myth and magic the possibilities are endless limited only by your imagination

and the will to explore and discover the world within yourself and the multiverse outside both are infinite in their mysteries and doorways to worlds and visions yet undreamed of we can visit other planets other stars dimensions of alien life physical and beyond everything a mystery i would not have any other way no matter how hard not knowing is

heart compassion joy love justice



five worlds

there is something beyond sublimation of thought supramental involution evolution of nature towards ever increasing novelty and perfection revealing of divinity within everything is everything else yet different it is hard to even begin to understand the tao inscrutable mysterious beautiful great spirits and alternate realities gods and demons universes strung like pearls consciousness and force of love in the dimensions and worlds beyond our own

arisen from the primordial oppositions black and white life and death twins gods and demons and humanity in the middle illustrating the divine cosmic indwelling inversion of traditional evolution force entropy and growth united in synthesis alchemy of transformation for new forms patterns and processes of expression creativity and control unified in acceptance letting what may be come without fear overcoming duality through integration combination birth rebirth redistribution clarity and passion for change and becoming being life across the world and universe

biological and spiritual development change growth transformation symbols and reason art and mathematics science and philosophy from two come the 10000 things selfexisting and interdependent micro and macro rainbow fractal of the self and universe being and becoming action and passivity male and female process and crystallization good and evil conflict and resolution dragons and tigers friends and lovers bloodless revolution remembering how it is to be truly human and to rise above positive applications of knowledge power for good not evil balance of opposites and complexities to make sense of the world human beings as preservers of life not destroyers a new paradigm all are one in the spirit of humanity the fundamental power of love

acceptance through unification peace in sublimation of conflict language of the ancients love and order in chaos of the multiverse scorpion lion and bull conquered by the maiden mother and crone unicorn star woman immortal star goddess of all that is was and shall be symbol pattern symmetry combination creativity and reason structure and art bull and scorpion opposites yet friends and lovers

they are all closely related and connected by time the universe force of love all of the stars have their own influences together they make up our galaxy vast and mysterious answers can be simple and beautiful and also complex i know much though i am not sure how best to carry across my meaning a dog rolling his nose in the earth a woman telling me that i am loved happiness lovely garden surrounding my home a place to dream of adventure on a ship or by foot always searching for the meaning of life and then again

growth transformation desire knowledge evolution transcendence each goal leads to the one of knowing who we all are together and alone poetry myth dream story beyond myself yet part of me the person inside my head and my heart wants desperately to explore the world and the universe not just in dreams but in waking life experience of external reality with words and deeds beyond philosophy even art only a part of the whole personal and yet universal culture complexity chaos and order good and evil right and wrong left and right male and female sun and moon silver and gold gods and demons from darkness to light

all of this has always existed exists now and will always exist torn between left and right chaos and order good and evil opposites in binary pairs on all levels dimensions worlds universes until we realize we are all the same all a part of the one whole and some of us already know and all of us are capable of knowing toward peace our goal above all within all outside of all our desires flow of time burning everything yet life remains eternally reborn nothing ever truly ends and we never have to stay anywhere forever

in all your artistic endeavors and pursuits i wish you luck and transcendence please remember you are not alone there will always be beautiful people who care by drawing and writing and singing into creation the eternal now that is past present and future unified peace love and understanding

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cosmic waystation

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learning to fly journey from darkness to light

the antechambers of the multiverse the source of chaos and order five worlds dimensional universes the expanse of time and space cosmos

in one parallel metaverse figures of great power divide control and influence through the ages of untold expanses of time in the physical universes next door a foundation stone a quantum beginning and end beyond yet containing time a massive atmosphere of linear progression yet allowing movement in all directions in another metaverse parallel yet separate and containing our own physical universe flow of water fire of passion drives souls to where they want to go in the many worlds or elsewheres currents of chaos take the mind to various dimensions high and low in between the two meta universes the drama of the universe we know as home unfolds in every dimension and level of existence from the highest heaven to the lowest hell world life continues ever onwards and love unites all beings in the search for perfection balance whether they are conscious or not love transcends all barriers light that shines within all souls great or small stars agents of divine will both light and antilight providing conflict which allows for synthesis and ever increasing novelty even in the darkest abyss even in the heart of a black hole everyone everyspace and everytime has a role to play in the cosmic drama we swim in seas of dreaming and fly in skies of adventure life

falling from a great height on purpose for fun with or without a parachute people can survive humanity is always evolving magic has become science we have the ability to fly and fall very slowly almost nothing is impossible as it always was yet more people now have access to knowledge than ever before it is possible to go back and forth between both inside and outside our synthetic universe levels of consciousness worlds of experience the many ways of living in the cosmos song mantra storytelling methods of rising to higher levels of awareness existence of the many aspects of the multiverse beyond yet intricately linked and containing the physical world we live in the stars and galaxies we see every night in the sky above us always it is not wise to anger the powerful here or elsewhere without reason especially the gods there are many doorways from outside of our universe within care should be taken to choose the right doorway the right pathway into our spacetime anyplace and anytime is available but you want to be in the right place at the right time the worlds and dimensions above and below the physical plane of existence connected the source of chaos and order the twin metaverses overlapping with our own universe the multiverse of all possibilities all dimensions all worlds all forms of existence from the cosmic interplay of chaos and order our physical universe and world is formed

uniting to churn the ocean of chaos in a great undertaking of creation and order leviathans and other horrors of the deep abyss exiled outside the boundaries of light temple of ancient secrets on earth home to the records of these heroic deeds of the past beginning of the universe we wait here for millennia for good and true friends to arrive the council of gods and demons must arbitrate the eternal dispute between old and new the forces of change and the forces of regression fundamentalism and progressivism the temple at the top of the hidden city of doorways must not fall into wrong hands guarded by the chosen ones of the elder races gods and demons and the wizards of light the company of heroes and immortals for the benefit of humanity guardians and guides the perennial philosophy helpers on the path of human evolution and initiation into mysteries of the cosmos fight against the influence of the chaos demons and leviathans the cosmic abyss outside our universe to keep the balance between the metaverses between higher and lower dimensions surrounding encompassing our physical universe the planet earth keeping us safe from those who wish us harm from beyond the abyss the council of gods and demons decide to leave the city of doorways the temple one of the many crossroads portals to other dimensions worlds times planets from earth the elder ones leave behind the wizards of light to help humanity focus on evolution to find higher realms of knowledge and wisdom a few gods and demons also stay behind to act as guides figures from the various great mythologies and religions of humanity keepers of the perennial philosophy of balance order out of chaos becoming amidst being

i plant seeds in wooden containers behind my house spring helps with the garden her beauty is a great comfort and adds to the pleasure of planting she smiles sweetly she is wearing a white shirt yet the dirt seems not to stick no matter how much she digs her blue floral skirt blows in the cool early spring wind and i am thankful for her presence an integral part of of my efforts not just in the garden but also in the new community her help in all things makes me very happy and i cannot think of anyone i would rather have with me right now even if only for a short time since she will have to leave soon there is much work to be done in the megacities as well as in the mountain forest paradise our new home and she will return i hope for my home is her home if she wants it to be whenever she would like to visit or stay creating and growing the new culture plan for the new community filling the vacuum left by exodus of older people repurposed school buses for public transportation to the larger cities in every direction a new library at the center of town a new town hall where tourist attractions once were where weekly meetings of the young people decide the best course of action for the future outside the borders of the mountain forest community humanity spreads out past the sun the megacities provide all comforts and conveniences with the advent of a new golden age free plentiful and clean energy an end to poverty hunger and inequality paradise of a sorts yet the old forest areas are even more necessary to preserve for the future once national parks now global expand to include border towns once depending on tourism to those areas and the town of hope renamed is one of the key places where a kind of utopia has and will continue to develop in balance with the great culture a way for people who want adventure to spend time away from the bosom of the megacities not many know of the existence of the secret temple and the hidden city of doorways nor that this is the location of the last few elder ones and the wizards of light on earth they are using this new community now within the boundaries of the global forest preserve to help make a positive influence on the evolution of humanity through the young people a place where the old magic of nature and balance can be kept as an example for the cities through the efforts of the wizards and their followers guardians keepers of wisdom

i help build a forest sanctuary safe from beasts of men animals demons gods those who would wish my community harm a great house in the middle of mountains for friends and family to live and gather together to stay and make plans eat and laugh to share what we know and feel to make a better future away from the megacities though not completely separate connected to make a positive influence in the development humanity a new culture beyond the limitations of fundamentalism and dogma

lotus reflection blue magic complexity



the cosmic drama

the role of the necessary villain unwilling to do evil except to save a world the multiverse of worlds life and the cosmos angels gods ancient beings evolved to higher planes dimensions parallel universes worlds of light beyond physical guarding and protecting the drama of life the cosmic play that must be replayed over and over again yet only once always in the present moment mythic dreamtime as above so below the sacrifice of one of the first ones to make the lower worlds a conspiracy of love yet given action through betrayal but there is always a choice the chosen one can refuse though the whole of creation may suffer the world may end but there is always hope of beginning again and taking back old choices for the sake of the continuation of life the plan of the cosmos to overcome darkness the hero accepts their destiny after first refusing even if they have to become a monster there are always other heroes those who are chosen to win the battles the dark ones do not win in the end except in playing their part and finding release from what their heart despises yet their will is strong enough to do what has to be done what must be for the continuation of the cosmic drama the apotheosis of the light truth

holy mountain peace love future world balance



great turning wheel of life

one beyond good and evil

trying to understand how we got here by boat to a distant island loving the woman i am with strange yet oddly familiar too

when together we know much more than apart i read a book and she thinks about life she puts my hand in her hand her simple touch is complete ecstasy

a millenia old reincarnated magician flying over cult members chasing me telling the other people about the danger giving hope and using magic to heal the land

trees and mountains friends and family serving the other people as best he can fighting against evil with the weapon of love fighting against manipulation by fear and hate

life always creates new versions of itself through diversity the universe trends towards peace freedom justice we must work together to realize our dreams overcome fear and selfishness to discover

who we truly are beyond the limitations of ego peace freedom love compassion justice understanding interconnected interbeing living in peace as one with each other

global consciousness transcending duality immanent mind pervasive love laughter light energy joy life peace love light health equality balance compassion

she rides a horse in a beautiful field of wildflowers her beauty rivals the crimson reds violets blues quest to save the world from evil saved from drowning by prayer and hope

the professor needs the young magician the young man needs his teacher

golden peace becoming truth understanding love conquers all beyond within peace together working for a better future world opposing war and destruction and evil always

ensuring sustainability peace knowledge wisdom about life and knowledge about wisdom finding a new way based on the oldest ways magic love dream vision peace joy

we must transcend lies and separation towards peace always with peace for peace changing others’ minds along with our own together becoming better more just peaceful

time becoming learning growing transforming peace environmental sustainability health caring for all life freedom justice compassion love truth beauty mystery universe world

working with one another for the greater good and the greatest good of the many and the whole world within and without external and internal clusters of galaxies and billions of stars

two the golden haired goddess of my dreams

in the temple of the community villa we make love we talk about the future after we are done in the glow of sexual fulfillment i want to tell her about the portal to the wizard world about the conflicts there the dragons from the north the witches of the great forest another planet connected to many other planets than earth a very old planet full of mystery part of the agreement for my gift and service is to remain silent about the wizards and spring made the same promise time passes differently in the two worlds though travel there and back seems to take only a moment the wizards can open a door to any place and time on earth mostly they have forgotten more than any human has ever known and the witches are equally powerful and mysterious they give spring and i knowledge to create a new eden in the mountains and foothills large monuments to exalt the soul schools towers of learning and solitude and gardens for meditation and gathering with friends and family all for love of humanity

three from the secret world going to new york city

the future designs and plans on a mission from the the gods i have been told to seek spring and convince her to come with me to the world of wizards i find an apartment try to contact her there do everything i can and follow my orders and use the resources given to me also to make arrangements for the future magical world surrounding the wizard gate in at the top of the holy mountain which we name elysium the expansion of the national park to the border of the towns and cities of the valleys the tunnel of trees to a different world of magic at first spring is very hesitant and does not trust me much at all but i slowly win her trust over time by following my orders and doing the wizards' work in what will be one of the global government capital cities good and evil in everyone all focused on planet earth

four world of humanity

portals to other worlds other dimensions pocket universes yet connected to planet earth the only known planet in this universe to support life (so far) the other worlds and planets are in other dimensions collocated with earth but on other frequencies and wavelengths of reality higher dimensions yet planet earth is the key and the stage for the main action other dimensional worlds are there to influence and collect the souls of those who fall on earth and some lucky (or not so lucky) souls can visit the other worlds and return to earth whole

five archetypes

the maiden the brothers (castor and pollux) the warrior the scholar the magician the fool the whore the trickster

the forces of darkness the world of faery the human world the worlds of the gods and demons order and chaos the dance of life the universe

six the message

people like to read about humans persevering in tough circumstances at odds with powerful forces of dark and light chaos and order fighting for a better world earth and the stars for humanity

seven the wizard city and secret library

a place where outside forces of good both chaotic and orderly lawful and everything outside and in between converging to act by proxy in the world of humanity voices and messages from the future and the past deciding how best to positively influence the development of humanity to spread a great civilization across the material universe and spiritual multiverse of parallel universes

eight adventure

the mission is paramount above glory to take a message through enemy lines surviving taking the damage and the pain yet escaping with my life the forces of chaos demons and fallen ones must not take us

higher dimensions symbolized by great heights holy mountains the holy mountain asgard the branches of the world tree doorways and windows to and from earth

lower dimensions symbolized by deep earth tunnels caves great open spaces miles below the surface fire demons societies of fallen gods and solitary spirits some ways to and from the surface and the life under the sun

a sauna beautiful women i ask one to stay with me i find myself drawn to several people at different times different women all beautiful yet each with their own way

robot helpers using purple light using strength only for defense with the will only to harm those who wish harm on others and then only causing temporary debilitation not permanent damage

nine traveling beautiful angel of light and love

a beautiful woman is my new roommate we watch learn and laugh together even though she is not really my roommate when my real roommate arrives to go to school i tell her that she has to go but i wish she didn’t i find her later and ask if she wants to spend some time together i say i will go if she wants me to go but stay if she wants me to stay she shows me her art she has impeccable taste texture uniqueness originality

ten silver and gold

a ladder leads to a dream world the lands of the night a beautiful woman seduces me but she has a secret

eleven the worlds of the moons and stars

monsters disguise themselves as angels in order to hide from the greater monsters the terrible beast that devours everyone who is unwary and weak or just unlucky in a hidden cave in the side of a secluded large cliff by a magical sea of infinite possibilities

five elements



trying to find a way from jealousy to eternal love

a beautiful woman i was once in love with perhaps still now i see her with other people apparently having fun without me though also without obvious anger towards me yet i feel sad that i am not with her and i wish i would be the one she wants to be with sometimes we are in the same house and it is hard to accept that she has moved on and left me behind in her mind and in her heart though she may still say otherwise it is the course of nature and time and my pain is more acute because i am dwelling in the past trying to hold onto a memory of what once was at least in my own mind and heart if not in hers eventually i may get over her completely but i doubt i will ever be able to forget about her completely probably seems like like an impossible task even if i wanted to forget she is still in my life for better or worse and i cannot escape feeling close to her even if she is not actually here thinking of her even if she does not think of me holding onto hope that we may come together again someday when we both are different in another lifetime

my favorite one



life light love each side has another side

the passage of time can appear both infinitely slow and exhilaratingly fast depending on the circumstances

relativity and subjectivity perception changes reality relationships between and among different people some are smooth and cool as ice but some burn hot for better or worse love and hate are not the only

spokes in the wheel of life we are all unique even when we are fighting one another there is value in understanding as best we can how the other thinks

feels what it is like to inhabit his or her skin multiplying each individual uniqueness by six billion understanding is hard enough from just one to another without factoring in the uncertainty of the collective

consciousness even the most trivial misunderstanding can create conflict the mundane as well as the philosophical

worlds we do not have to let confusion ruin our communication chaos does not have to bring only destruction and evil

if we are aware of ourselves and our particular role to play even the deepest darkness of the darkest abyss can yield to life light there are terrible monsters but also secret treasures

waiting for adventurous men and women of all ages to find them again and again and yet always for the one and only time

the present moment where everything can only happen even from the outside looking in even from the darkness there is always light even if it is very nearly imperceptible it is the only way the abyss can exist the void before the word language creates and sustains the universe of possibilities preserving the balance between chaos and order

life beginning again always after the previous cycle’s end

eternal love binding and ordering the universe and worlds beyond

thoughts forms changes



friends and lovers past is prologue

i fly over the great forest towards a city to the west i reach a house with flowers and herbs outside i go inside and climb the stairs and turn right into an empty bedroom and then the bathroom next door there is someone taking a shower and i try to leave i turn around in the hallway and find her there naked drying herself off i ask her what her name is she says her name is sophia but i do not recognize her i say i am looking for a sophia but maybe not the same one she says i should stay but i want to keep looking for the right one the person i have come to know over many years

helen calls to me and i appear in her house we sit next to each other on her couch and i ask her about her life what she has been doing other men compete for her attention i feel threatened by their presence and their words but she seems to enjoy their attention more than mine alone i am jealous but i try to not let it bring me down centering myself i hear her laughing but i cannot see her she is making love with one or more of the men that come to call on her generosity there is nothing i can do to stop that from happening nor should i yet it would be nice to stay instead of having to go back on the road again a latenight drive with the windows down and the summer breeze only the waxing crescent moon and the stars and the clear sky and the music of countless generations gone by to keep me company on the long journey home

singing nature spirit fire flame of knowledge and wisdom guardian protector



world forest paradise future home

the community house has been being built over many generations centuries old gardens grow food and medicine for body and soul many people live close by friends family and neighbors many beautiful women lovers mothers scholars artists yet it is not easy only a few are soul mates those without which there is nothing the meaning of life or part of the secret at least inspiration for helping others making the longhouse a haven for those seeking refuge

a base of operations for heroes and heroines the patriarch’s gardens draw weary souls from the cities at first a small group of seekers and artists trying to help the human spirit evolve dedicated to peace love and understanding above all a kind of mythology to bring order in the flux of time passing from the old to the new humans exploring space within and without the milky way galaxy of billions of stars calling to us changing how we live and work on this beautiful earth home to humanity and the beginning of language the words and images we use to create preserve and change reality

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patterns of eternity in pools of water nautical shapes and spirals illustrating wisdom and i heard a voice within my head i only wanted to find the signs of ancient presence in each drop of the rivers and oceans

i dropped the ancient leaf of some long forgotten tree and watched the patterns of water rearrange but always there was the same spiral toward infinity no matter how hard i tried to break or change it the pattern always found a way to reform again

i only wanted to find out how many could see the unbounded territory of life nature’s design i bowed before the water and trees and laughed

what we see is not limited to one time or space we are everything which we have ever seen or done

i saw a serpent slither across the ancient leaf and turn from within the drops of water it was now outside and i was inside where it had formerly been but i was not afraid of my new perception as part of the living whole which is always present

and now it was night and the serpent returned effortlessly trading places with me once again now ready to spread this knowledge far and wide and deep into the core of our being

do not fear that which has yet to pass in awakening like a beautiful lotus new things undreamed of by philosophy open and bloom upon the foreheads of our successors

we will have time to enjoy the fruits of our learning and yearning meeting always again in a new form when we are ready to see each other again after a long time’s absence or only a few moments drinking the waters of life wisdom of the future age eternal life love light dwelling always in peace inside and outside beyond the stars

lavender violet love flying fish time travel



what came before and what will come again order and chaos time and space

i watch the leviathans swimming in the ocean of infinite chaos i sit with saints on a small outcropping of solid ground the universe floats by ancient dragons larger than stars we are the keepers of story workers in the preservation of poetry no need for food or water only the small piece of dry land we were given a single tree bent over the edge of the world from which we watch the beginning

new fifth element spirit creative discovery art poetry intuition inspiration peace truth love



past present future diamond spiral interdimensional fractal mandala

the rainbow light of spirit shines outwards

i start with the perspective that everyone understands we may never travel this way again

sky is your playground each day we are blessed with the sun rising and there is no longer any cause for fear but what will become of the lost children? their tears are staining the earth

we are a wave of consciousness crashing against limitless ocean sunflowers will bloom in beautiful explosions on the graves of forgotten soldiers there will come a time when the falcon brings peace to all with his one eye wait until morning to decide in the arms of some strangers in the woods

the prince of dreams is powerless before the demiurge you do not even know if they remember you your shadow follows me everywhere while we are on earth our experiences move linearly

we sit in a circle and discuss our previous lives the baby bites your shoulder hard and you laugh

we can hear the dark haired woman screaming my karma had established this disease beforehand you are the divine mother of all life i see in my own heart the unity of your many forms

i do not pretend to know the causes for sorrow i realize we are made for each other’s pleasure what is the source of all this beauty? there is really nothing to be afraid of in any world

the first thing i notice is that you are naked some may have called him crazy but we are just a tiny particle of light i go in close to the red planet flying by ancient serpent people leviathan swims through the primordial ocean

let me tell you how to kill the demon too many defenses make us weak the power here is older than any human now alive

the secret of emptiness is that we belong to the absolute truth every sage draws from one well of inspiration on this day we see shall see god through one of his and her servants once again the dogs are roaming the streets in packs

we are only just now starting to understand there is no reason to worry about differences between religions we have come before and we will come again until we learn better i am a blind beggar waiting with what patience i can find

our spiritual evolution may take longer than this particular universe true love starts within and flows effortlessly outward i am everything that you have ever seen or will be the presence of love light life is all around us and i will drink deeply

what we think doesn’t matter as much as it once did there will always be a way to pick ourselves back up again

through the veil of ignorance we have lost much knowledge everything is a play that we will to be one moment to the next i feel the presence of personalities that are not human something in the darkness calls to me to join my brothers and sisters

something which often crosses my mind is that the ego is strong there might be such a thing as an individual soul when we are not here on earth once we were great in your estimation but now we merely survive

the paradox of human existence in the universe compels us some sleep through storms but others are blessed with wakefulness so why should we fear anything least of all the end of our suffering? behind every communication is the essence of a heart

love for every living being as yourself is the purpose for this lifetime there will come a time when we will grow weary of reincarnation

the self does not die and is constantly being born again recognize that we are here on earth to understand why for world peace there is tomorrow and today the only day we are left with what we need to survive no more no less

lady of the night sing to me of my past things as they are and not how we wish them to be the ambrosial nectar of my lover’s name is transcendental it is beautiful to think we are in control

i am living in my own dream on borrowed time we are not merely collections of atomic energy masquerading as human beings we should not wait for some future day that may never come ask yourself what in this life is worth dying for and truly living

it is always best to start from where we already are our definitions of the self based on ego

you are the one who comes to me in my dreams once we have surrendered ourselves completely we are healed you are a symbol for what has been missing in my life we are all going to the same place but some will get there sooner than others

in the night sky ancient and distant stars are burning and we are just now finding our own beginning and even gods struggle under the ennobling illusion of freedom my life has been a preparation for this moment in which truth breaks all boundaries a woman and a man grow out of the earth fall from the sky swim in the ocean i have held another heart in my hands the fire unites us in a cosmic eternal love embrace

he cries and beat his hands against the bathroom door a goddess sits before me on her pallet of crimson soft velvet fabric pillows we ride on a wave of time through a labyrinth and the monsters we face are ourselves i felt my head glowing warmth a golden light spread outward from within my spine

in the world of captivating imagery the show of life is carried ever on towards new beginnings no questions beyond realization levels and scales balance between chaos and order

even at the edges of the unwrapped singularities universal cosmic energy survives there is no explanation worthy of despair when a man leaves the world of the living words themselves have truth force of love uniting all communication i dream six billion hearts caring about each other as we all try to find our true selves

the question remains “how long do i want to wait for liberation?” yesterday the world came to an end and today the trees are dancing in the wind in the darkness of our own ignorance we can still touch the suffering ones everything that ever has existed is existing now and is bound by eternal love

i dream the sunrise on the ocean and the line of night ever retreating upon contemplating the beauty of life i come to realize freedom is not only an illusion carry me onward on my travels into the unknown territory of future memory yet how long is too long to travel when we know there is paradise and understanding?

i see death but from the poisonous waters grows new brave life the gate of true dreams opens it is hard to see through the veil of sorrow

once i feared the abyss behind my eyelids today i realize i am more than myself the dark lord of night is no stranger he lives next door i will show you my pain and they both walked into the darkness labyrinths of selfmade suffering built by fearful minds

even the darkness belongs to the creator we cannot even decide which side of the same coin to be on we are lords of nothing all that is built will fall down nothing lasts forever yet i look up and see her presence in the moon as i wander alone through the city at night

poetry has become a magic act that binds the two inextricably into one soul sometimes the night is so dark that you cannot see every life drama from your past the doors are all locked but the others are strong and want to come inside our sanctuary he has no future as a hunter for he has fallen and been crushed by his own prey

i hear my teacher say evil is an affliction of the mind we will rise again someday far away from this place we have known here together

there was nothing to stop the two lovers from exploring every part of the landscape i do not want to forget the way compassion passes between our palms in the center of language we may yet find an answer to the questions of life what about the others who think they are crazy? we are not alone

my eye opens and i perceive all this beauty i have hidden from myself we can have peace as long as we see the way things are and try our best to make a positive difference in the world however small and inconsequential we may think ourselves to be desire and biology and mind all filled with life we taste the forbidden fruit and discover everything is allowed

there is a way to turn back the tide there is a hope for our hearts to renew sisters and brothers appear to speak for a moment turn around and disappear bring us now your light to shine in dark places where we are too afraid to look inside fortresses of solitude we make what we will to be be

the world is always ending and beginning again with each sunrise and sunset pay attention to the details hundreds of people dance and she sings a beautiful song of the old times giving new meaning to the new futures past utopia of friends and lovers

i was outside of time and space within the mountain waterfall the pattern of my destiny is here music of a billion possibilities the night is breathing softly all around me the mystery of mysteries as i go to sleep i close my eyes and see a purple flame rising in the darkness

i run through the clouds at sunset and chase the wild women there who tempt lonely men i walk with my brother when i am ten and we play together in the snow do not worry about that which you cannot change moment by moment hour by hour day by day the future advances continuously

our bond will twist along with the wind and the rain but it will never break the audience wants to go home back to their own worlds of light and order amidst the chaos of the universe you may never understand how or why but that is alright there are people who may never escape yet no one has to stay anywhere forever we say murder is the worst sin yet we send our sons and daughters to be killed and to kill for a good cause maybe but still glory is a mirage

in this land of turmoil and conflict we must keep working we must not fail appreciate the moss on the rocks we worship the cycle of natural magic

through the dark we find our way to the mysteries when have i not seen my own soul staring back from eyes i love? i drift up through fields of poppy yarrow mint lavender rosemary and all that is is cosmic perfection reflected through a mirror

it is one of the few and happy times when the sky seems to stretch out forever we may yet find a way to save the world we have little to lose sadness ennui they are like dancers willing to die for each other and do it again tomorrow night love is possible in our hearts and life seems something more than indifference

breathing sighs through the house and we are connected to all of the dreamers here tonight in the face of such belonging such utter indifference to fear how can love not save me? star of light come join me in my sorrow heal the scars on my soul from the spirit of the world we have come to be the mind consciousness which is ours

we will find a freedom that opens like a beautiful dream and you cannot go back to sleep there will come a time when we all can embrace the vision of the eternal eastern sun

passion tolerates no boundaries as if i am a greedy fish trying to take a breath of air even a star must die but nothing ever vanishes forever the goal of the human animal is to grow bigger we are the preservers all over the world our brothers and sisters are living and dying people working for positive change to bring in a new era of global universal community

meet me at the threshold between illusion and reality and we can tell our stories together joyful naked lovers of the moon dance and sing they have no need for sorrow tonight there is a space outside of time mandala sanctuary within our own minds infinite space inside our own consciousness a reflection of the infinite cosmos outside a beautiful sunset sets the stage for dreamtime to work its particular magic on our minds love breaks all barriers wheel of light turning with every embrace kind word confession of desire

howling the wolves circle in the snow a girl does not know how to escape through poetry i have found freedom and a feeling of flying through air where do these images and feelings come from? i don’t know how i came here nor where i am going but there remains your presence that gives me motivation and courage to face the vicissitudes of time the revolutions of the world and people around me your love gives me reason to keep living working trying to make things better a little at a time

new spirit truth love beauty



beginning of the world creation of civilization

the history and future of humanity progress and change

people tend to mix and match aspects of different ideas based on what they are taught and what they see even people who are well educated do the same basic thing there are almost an infinite number of combinations of ways of thinking about the world and the cosmos and our place in between heaven and earth we base our choices on our own prejudices preferences exposure to love

the circle of monsters the layers of inner demons dragons good and bad right and wrong the serpents behind my pain finally confront me i back away and the angel of love shows herself the serpents cry out and she strikes them with her lightning i am afraid to turn around and face death the serpents are still there in the darkness i realize i have to let go of the world i knew in order to save the worlds beyond including this one the destruction of my ego and its recovery over time

spring lies next to me and i find myself drawn to her

the protectors of nature must sacrifice themselves for the good of others they must become one with the earth and water even the fire and sky

i have been in love with spring for several years but i am too afraid to tell her how exactly i feel if it would even be possible to put in words

we spread seeds of life across the wastelands great cities and the ancient forests sometimes we want to return to our old lives and give back the burden of caring for the plants animals people all connected by the circle and order of creation and preservation then she kisses my arm and i hold her hand and everything is better i feel as if i have known her all of my life but she is still a beautiful mystery

rain tears soul rivers



center of the future the game of love

we both want to be with you she says i love you and i believe her and i still love her just not the same kind of love as hers longing and deep desire threatening to overpower every other waking thought obsession and no escape even in dreams needing to want to be with the other and we will always love each other no matter what happens how much pain and sorrow comes from being apart from you there is always a way a possibility for happiness

forgiving ones i love myself all of them yet one in particular romantic entanglement relationships are hard especially ones that are intimate without masks or with different ones than you use in public

i love you



exploration discovery future world beginning always again

i walk with sophia holding her hand close she looks at me and smiles and we continue onwards toward our destination i stop at the edge of a cliff i need to show her something the view of countless beautiful shapes in the distance fields rivers valleys mountains waterfalls

i fly with her over a land of wonder and mystery over the lakes rivers fields of wildflowers waterfalls i hold her hand and she holds mine at first she is afraid of falling but our connection keeps us both in the air borderland of sky i give her what power and energy i have after journeying with other companions male and female sophia’s beauty and innocence is a great relief i could spend years traveling with her and not grow tired of her company even when we are not alone but with her friends from her past life and more

julia makes love to me but sophia does not get angry even though she is jealous perhaps she does not hold me beyond the commitment of love not just including sex even when other friends throw themselves at me and i do not try to stop them from having their way my mind and soul desire to experience love in all aspects of life especially romance both true and fleeting versions complete and incomplete i take what i can when and where i can julia does not want to travel with me so i explore the landscape with sophia and we are close intimate without being committed except to the ideal love

sea doorway window vision window soul paradise earth night stars



reaching higher ground by first descending into darkness and shadow

we descend into the underworld the rise to a higher realm of consciousness and awareness we are at the edge of the great mystery as far as we can go and yet return to the world we have left behind to go on this journey of ours

my brothers and sisters and i friends and companions in search of a lost soul who can help us defeat our enemies the king of elfland the missing lord of the world of faery and the key to winning our conflict with the dark powers the shadows beyond lost and yet still capable of love of a sort yet they must be fought for the danger they pose to we the living souls of the physical universe of beauty and danger temptation for jealous beings of great power from beyond the veil of darkness the chaos of the void in between stars and also beyond and inside them sometimes

labyrinth flower heart life vision flowers hearts visions imagination beauty mind spirit soul mandala path smile dance drawing garden dream dreams love lovers loved magic poetry poems




we explore the house of secrets in search of hidden treasures wisdom of ancient beings long gone from the world we knew before we started our journey this is a waystation for souls traveling between worlds a spacetime ship sailing on the cosmic ocean of dream both nightmare and truth light beyond the universal constraints of space and time yet containing both a higher dimension of consciousness and awareness one of many worlds within worlds our own shared dream our own borderland between eternity and the ever renewing present moment of the universe

pattern of life love light



sophia the moon sun and stars

the moon in all its glory shines its reflected light down on we the greedy animals below on earth and the plants and the soil all searching for some kind of love one of many forms beauty enough for me to temporarily escape the past all the longing and desire from my youth still here still there reflected in the passions of all life under the moon sun stars light at night offers some relief from sadness and despair and loneliness occasionally we can see the moon even during the day a constant guardian and guide on our path towards enlightenment fulfillment happiness change and growth and discovery and affection from a beautiful person so too the sun’s warmth and light reassures us that night and rest and possibility for new love is always right around the corner even when the sun takes away all illusions no matter how ennobling we can become whole yet again discover love inside us there is always possibility for positive change wherever you are whatever you are doing please know i love you for better or worse right or wrong black or white i will be waiting for the day or night you come to see me again until then i will wait looking at the moon and the stars and the sun with eyes closed during the day i will feel the wind through the trees and the rain and i will try to be happy or at least content memories keep me company but they are no substitute for you being here in the present moment but they will do for now

fractal spiral mandala



the underground city

finding what is lost or perhaps hidden congratulated by criminals then attacked for some things are meant to remain lost yet we want to discover them mystery that gives life meaning more than remaining content with the banalities of wellordered existence for at least a little while we crave moments of adventure and exploration changing and growing becoming always within the great mystery of the universe infinite possibilities borderland between worlds gates doors windows crossroads of the multiverse containing the physical universe as well the underground too city of impossible possibilities almost anything you could want can be found for a price that which is free is the highest cost baby dragons trolls elves even humans all manner of magical creatures refugees from the world of faery sometimes even royalty carving out their own realm of influence close to earth the land of the waking and sunlight mundane reality they are responsible for many of the wonders here there giving even the most industrial a spark of magic even in the most grey places especially there in the corporate boardrooms magic is afoot but there are always rules as with any great power and consequences for breaking with tradition and the old ways but that does not stop those who are greedy for power fame love exploiting the artifacts and beings from other worlds beyond the physical for selfish and shortsighted purposes ancient wisdom and knowledge turned to evil means if not evil ends but there is always more good guardians of the ancient ways and the new as well working for the balance against unrestrained darkness inside and outside each individual human soul light overcoming shadow no matter how necessary in small amounts to preserve and protect life the gateway between worlds must remain safe from undue influence from creatures of darkness the crossroads world of dreams playground for gods demons faeries the key to the universe revolving around the earth focal point of human consciousness useful conceit protection from outside forces the elements of wind fire water earth sky the ocean and the shore the stairway circling upwards to heavenly worlds and downwards to more earthy realms the purple dome of the underground city architecture of all times and places combined in a strange milieu of mystery many cultures races beings of light and darkness even parallel universes different for each visitor shared for those with strong bonds of friendship or antagonism love growing and changing together alone possibility becoming being five dimensions elements beyond time yet within all times always selfexisting circular the center of the long staircase the star eye in the triangle all that is was and shall be alone together true love eternal

universal elements

tree of life multiversal creation

peace within without diverse threads weaving webs fractals mandalas tapestries



center of the past present and future local multiverse

ancient symbols from the future decorate the walls of the great house at the bottom of a large cliff in between the mountains and the plains we spend many nights and days together farming and living and loving learning about our role in the cosmic drama of light and dark good and evil

a training camp for young men and women learning to fight against the forces of darkness and evil and the greater danger of the beasts of the void the spaces in between and beyond and within stars

the students have some dealings with serpent people an ancient race of scientists and philosophers on mars cold and calculating dangerous but useful the righteous demons of various world mythologies

a long lost former lover returns to her place in paradise after many hard times i say i have missed her and so have other students she says she will try to forgive but she can never forget both the good and the bad

sophia still has feelings for her but she is not the only one in helen's life and no amount of crying and screaming will change that simple truth helen will not be tied down we are all just one of many lovers spouses friends

emily the goddess of my dreams appears in my room julia comes by for a little while then leaves again and i am alone with emily again and i feel at one with her the part of myself i have been searching for a long journey

of self discovery we walk in the fields of wildflowers as the sun falls slowly towards the west we watch the dragons playing in the north past the mountains across the border between the crossroads and the world of magic and faery

vanessa leans down in front of me her face directly in front of mine as i bend down on one knee i stop in the middle of my task and stare into her beautiful blue eyes she stops for a moment too then laughs and we both rise to stand next to each other awkwardly

for a few moments then i turn to leave and she puts her hand on my arm and asks me to stay the next morning i leave early there is much to prepare for the council meetings between major powers and my position in the city and in the castle depends on my performance

in the underground city all manner of magical creatures some disguised as humans vampires dragons trolls elves and the like surrounded by the usual blend of thieves assassins politicians and worse common to many cities even more in the capital of the crossroads world

tunnels doorways gates windows cracks shortcuts from worlds beyond earth's privileged position in the labyrinth of the multiverse comes with a cost though greater danger and attention from ancient evil beyond forces of life chaos and order even most darkness in the worlds

a long flight across treacherous landscapes with lily and julia fleeing from a creature of darkness with an honorable warrior and two women i love one carrying a baby and the other magical stones the keys to unlocking the mystery of the underground city and wizard castle

in relation to the cosmos beyond the borders of this strange land and we fly north towards the dragons and the mountains of faery a giant turtle that breathes fire is said to guard the border from the crossroads to the world of magic directly tied to earth

a floating cube of pure energy follows us us past all boundaries to the upper levels of a strange wizard research station at the edge of air and sky near the top of the holy mountain i tell the warrior and my loves to go ahead and i stay behind

to fight the monster whichever comes first darkness or light and when the cube appears i am more afraid than if it was darkness at first it seems hopeless because the more i attack it the stronger it seems to become but then i try feeding it with compassion

the yawning void that is the beast's mouth immediately shrinks in size and becomes more docile i feed it more and it is no longer as big as a battering ram but more like a medium sized dog and it is now content to follow me without malevolence or anger now i realize it was never any great danger except in my fear of it

and it will actually help protect me and the people i love and i am lucky that it caught up to us before the creature of darkness quickly i try to catch up with the people that went ahead they are happy to see me return with a new pet and guardian

flying across the fields on my way to meet my love chased by a terrible creature of dark malevolence i pass over the mansion of the local lord hoping to give the demon the slip by turning quickly towards

the mountains in the north and where the warrior and my love waits we have little time for affectionate embraces all of us must rise fast to the top of the great cliff face before the terror in the night can catch up

it is a close call yet we make our escape and we have a few moments of rest before continuing on our journey towards the world of faery and answers away from our past in the waking world and wizard city

a nature spirit of growth and flowering life a demon tries to trap it by using the people it is trying to help they ask it to enter a cage disguised as a windmill but it escapes easily

reappears in the local church covered in vines they have been told it means them harm but it has spent many long centuries protecting the forest and their ancestors it survives

to confront the dark spirit who wants it for evil purposes the demon says it is seeking revenge for ruining its plans in an almost forgotten conflict many ages ago suddenly the nature spirit remembers

teaching the people how to trap and fight against the demon and its influence it gave the intended victims a name the demon's true name and it has held a grudge ever since patiently waiting for millennia for its plan to take effect

psychic emanations



discovery a long journey wonders and marvels

flying machines devices that allow individuals flight and flotation harnessing the power of psychic energy one can fly as a bird explore the sky travel to remote locations escape from dangerous situations precursor to space and time travel for places and times not connected to earth or the world of faery or any of the other known worlds

spiritual sky inside and outside my soul the world wind and rain in my heart and in my mind consciousness is everything and everything else yet different distinct diversity within unity

the great house in the foothills of the mountains with good farmland and a castle on top of one of the mountains visible from every direction all around some of the students who live in the house go up to the castle from time to time if they need to consult the library there or meet with one of the wizards of light or even an elder one a god or demon living on earth temporarily or permanently in this magical land halfway between the physical universe and the world of faery the dimension of old magic close to earth the earth we know in our normal everyday lives of business and politics yet this strange land separate yet connected to physical earth has its own politics and struggles for power and influence over the ancient secrets and knowledge held by the wizards and witches in the magical library and in the underground city below the mountains secrets that in the wrong hands could be disastrous for earth and all of the worlds dimensions universes connected to earth and faery this mystical land is surrounded by mountains isolated from the outside world of material reality where subtle and obvious magic shows itself in everyday life the mere presence of the ancient beings of great power makes time pass differently than in the world of waking reality outside in the city beneath the mountains are doorways leading many places secret tunnels connect with other sites of great power on earth home to all manner of strange and beautiful creatures artifacts of ancient races futures past left by explorers when they traveled to worlds dimensions and universes beyond the known the physical even faery other realms connected with earth the land of the sun moon and rain and wind meeting place for whole galaxies the multiverse of universes timelines parallel alternate pocket and beyond a temperate rainforest of exquisite beauty thousands of shades of green in spring and summer orange and red in autumn surrounding the small town the great house the school for young wizards and witches of light and the castle above and its peerless magical library intricately linked with the course of human history and the future of planet earth though isolated one of many places of ancient knowledge and wisdom from past and future home of the keepers of balance guardians of the crossroads doors and windows to perhaps an infinity of dimensions worlds universes all connected to the one we know as our own even dreams of all life available to those who know the right door and have the correct key worlds of light and darkness paradises and nightmares heavens and hells all with their particular place in the cosmic hierarchy and circle of life fractal spiral organization of spiritual energetic and physical realities holographic colocation of worlds yet separated by great distance of thought and energy space and time depending on perspective perception knowledge of how to bridge the space between dimensions and worlds the wizard city above and below the earth's surface is one nexus crossroads for the earth and the milky way and local universe yet the wizards and witches do not let this great power go their heads they serve at the will of the elder races the council of gods and demons in charge of the gateways inside the earth to and from other worlds even the farmers can visit other worlds if they have the inclination and the permission of the gatekeepers the various forces of dark and light as long as the balance is maintained both sides remain happy or at least content with compromise shared power and control of earth and dimensions universes beyond yet connected to earth into this world of magic and infinite possibility isolated yet connected to the rest of earth power and influence over all worlds and people it is possible for others outsiders to enter the hidden city if they know the ways in and out people all over the waking world are called by circumstance fate or destiny to learn the ways of balance guarding earth's role in the cosmic drama struggles and conflicts undreamed of by most yet those who are called must choose a side light or dark only a few rebel and attempt neutrality go into business for themselves playing both sides against each other for moral ethical philosophical or plain material reasons wealth and influence measured in knowledge of the elder ones ancients arbiters of human destiny and that of the multiverse connected to earth a center of life love stories spanning across galaxies dimensions of heaven and hell good and evil light and darkness order and chaos

currents of time and space



leaving my past

we part as friends at least not enemies the crimes i committed to make her happy have made us both rich yet in hiding from bad people who do not want me to leave the life i have lived my role as a thief and all around criminal no matter how i justified what i did i know it was wrong so now i am trying to make up for lost time i give helen half of what i have hidden away the rest to my family and friends atonement

she keeps the other treasures i gave her but i can always find more the quest and journey are half of the prize medicine that can heal the world and restore balance the message or one of many all times and yet only one mythic dreamtime the ever expansive present moment

echoes of the past and future all happening now then the churning of the cosmic ocean the ordering of the universe the birth of stars our star planet earth the moon all these things in the stories of our world's mythologies retelling them we recreate those holy moments the one moment our perspective and perception includes that of the outside looking in our beautiful and expanding physical universe of billions of stars organized in patterns of eternity spirals circles fractals holographic mandalas within mandalas worlds within worlds universes of light and darkness connected yet separate from our own

the cosmic ocean of all life containing all possibilities and universes hierarchy of organization bringing order out of chaos and back again the cosmic drama of eternal conflict yet also resolution of opposites the mythic time of coming together between left and right the lovers only once yet again and again the eternal moment of initiation into the mysteries of the universe and worlds of light and darkness beyond our own world the beauty of nature everywhere yet nowhere as sweet as home wherever we feel our heart to be here or there planet earth a global community of races species philosophies we must work together in a natural way the way the ancients have left the many ways that are one towards one destination and source

sacred geometry



between earth and the universe of magic

castle at the edge of sky a gateway to a world with castles floating in sky faery magical possibility and source for many strange and wondrous things on earth

and people of the moon and stars sharing our sun yet in a different dimension parallel universe connecting to many versions of earth alternate timelines infinite possibilities

peace love and understanding ideals for an optimal real time future a world that we all share without poverty hunger or injustice an example for the earth and the world of faery balance and peace in both realms dimensions bridged by the centers of power

half influenced by earth and half by the magical land beyond yet near the sources of material nature and magic and the human world's mythologies

new discoveries



world of the future eternal multiverse of infinite possibilities of past present future

advanced technology and more wisdom to go with the ever changing human spirit that yet remains the same essential nature better than it used to be better than things once were overall the hero and heroine come into the world to save us all yet we are all heroes literally and figuratively

i awake and it is the future one hundred years have passed while i slept now i am in a world i barely recognize though the landscape remains essentially unchanged everything else is different people buildings transportation not just in the mega cities but also where i live at the edge of the misty mountains and its temperate rainforest what once was a national park and is now a global one still the most diverse collection of communities of life in the world an ecosystem held in trust for the future generations to come that have already come for me a traveler from the distant past unaware of how i came to be here now in the 22nd century of the common era

and outside the global park as well as inside the borders free plentiful and clean energy available for everyone the sun wind earth water and cosmic forces of sky harnessed for the benefit of all with no cost or restriction for those who use energy for heating traveling growing food essentially a paradise compared to the past yet with some problems even in utopia but no hunger poverty or institutional injustice a global government with local control through democratic means and different styles of living in the hundreds of mega cities spread out over planet earth unique yet unified by common interest peace and stability order within the chaos of life and ever increasing knowledge and wisdom about life the universe and the cosmos beyond

we are in our spacetime ship and i am lucky enough to have access to infinite possibilities our first priority is to our home planet and the stars and planets in our galaxy and the stars and planets in galaxies beyond our own home in all dimensions universes worlds connected parallel alternate pocket within and yet outside the physical universe we call home even though i can go back to the world i once knew the time of great transition at the beginning of the 21st century i am not ready yet there are so many beautiful and amazing things left to see learn and do in this new world of the future yet now present

flowers of life



changes parting coming together awakening in the future land of peace pure mind

changes looking out my window at the treeline from past to future what once was diminished by imbalance and progress now lives free and true a century of uninhibited growth and flowering all of the people i loved are gone taken by time and circumstance and the promise of a better life far away in the mega cities and even beyond earth the mistakes of the 20th century have been fixed balance between humanity and nature has been restored my home is a paradise on earth and most every change has been good yet i can’t help but wish that i could see some of my old friends earth family soul mates beautiful souls i dream about

offerings of light



sailing through time on a cosmic ocean of eternal love

time travel inhabiting my future self learning about alien species visiting earth changing history by following along with myself leaving clues and signs for me to find later earlier creating a small army of freedom fighters anarchists socialists communists united by vision of a world free from hunger injustice oppression taking the best of what the aliens have to offer for humanity replacing the old order and hierarchies of power in the shared goal of making humanity a galactic citizen universal belonging working for peace justice stability and innovation a bright future of light life love for all here and beyond in the vast emptiness of space other worlds transforming humanity’s basest instincts into higher callings dedication to truth perfection understanding of complexity instead of war violent conflict extreme competition beyond play shared resources knowledge wisdom an utopia life without fear problems we take for granted now in the past before the others come who are yet to come yet always here bringing new knowledge and wisdom that is yet old kept safe by elders of ancient cultures carried on by future generations waiting for the day when they could share with all humanity suddenly confronted with the reality that we are not ever truly alone in the universe for better or worse and there are new better ways of doing things organizing ourselves not only to survive but thrive and become full members of the community of the universe of universes all times and places linked by the knowledge and wisdom of the elder races guides and sometimes exploiters of the younger ones humanity we must evolve and transform ourselves into something greater and more beautiful than we can imagine undreamed of except by a few the ones with love and peace in their hearts and minds those who are the storytellers artists poets philosophers leaders of thought and feeling those of gentle soul and also fierce passion for change and progress

creatures of love



evolution growth change

looking back at my past life mistakes that seemed unforgivable crises that threatened to destroy everything or so i thought my place in the world and universe now seem small and inconsequential in retrospect except in how they shaped my evolution and development as a human being small and large sometimes in ways that i only now understand and only partially grasp

i can't blame anyone else but myself yet i can explain by describing how others might have been wrong at least in regards to what would be best for me yet who can say how even the smallest changes in one life might positively or negatively affect the future present now a trillion trillion combinations of moments and choices over the course of human history and my own even if i have only lived once my soul there is almost an infinity of alternatives parallel courses of history all existing simultaneously until the present moment and choice love and life time in my own life and the life of the world universe

who can tell if i am not in fact better for all my mistakes my parents grandparents ancestors from all over the world the ambiguity and uncertainty in my own life and mind today tonight might not be such a terrible thing after all as long as it does not cripple the door to the void open too much more than just a crack some evolution along with the involution meeting in the present moment future present for every living being sharing the world of possibilities growth and change spiral life and the arrow and circle of time the maps in my head can be useful but discovery and exploration landscape of my mind and environment greater and more wondrous than even my dreams the maps help me when i get lost sometimes even helping me find the right path or at least realize i was on the wrong one in the past and i can choose a different one perhaps even one from a long time ago in the future past that is yet new to me now as long as i am moving forward with an open heart and mind in balance with my true self and the cosmos nature love the forces of order chaos and balance between the two the universe of universes and the world we all inhabit one of many i am content and maybe even happy for now i must train myself to be alright with the uncertainty and productive chaos of the world that can be a blessing and not just a curse as long as i keep trying to find some kind of order here there truth within myself if i have the right keys to understanding the all in all the world and my place in it life continues ever onwards

as long as life continues on and we learn from our mistakes become better stewards of the earth and air and water soul of nature fire of spirit humanity we are only at the beginning of our history as a species only limited by our imagination as a species imaginations or lack thereof our petty rivalries ancient quarrels among groups of people desire for power over others outdated ideas ideologies of rigid control or complete freedom without consequences no order at all out of balance with ourselves and nature yet we are learning the old ways that no longer work fade away with time and evolution of the human mind and spirit towards the source giving consciousness room to new ways of organizing life and spirit some so old that they are completely foreign to us some completely new ancient and future paradigms that can allow us to live in harmony with ourselves and the universe as one entity experiencing itself ourself becoming aware of all aspects of existence and reality life and love no greed or lust for power over one another and the planet belonging to the land water air and sky more than the other way around

using our intelligence and wisdom to perform a sacred duty of helping life to flourish in ever more diverse and beautiful forms on earth and when we are ready planets beyond our own solar system stars and galaxies far out in the infinite darkness blue and white calling to us and keeping us company at night giving our sun a break dimensions and worlds within the deepest parts of our souls of stars and in the vast emptiness of space and time yet almost bursting with light meaning and light even in the deepest darkness the spark of life uniting and bringing together disparate individual souls throughout the cosmic ocean binding and bridging our universe with each part of itself realities beyond this physical realm dimension parallel universe doorways of consciousness we can access with the right keys and the knowledge of where they are awareness of the multiple forms of life light love everywhere inside us and outside our souls all around us beyond there is always more to discover and explore always more beyond and within our own mind body and spirit our souls connected to the universal cosmic consciousness and awareness

childhood rainbow colors



into the future now

time travel again and conflicts between old and new giant corporations and extradimensional space aliens rebels agents from heaven the four worlds above generations centuries pass and i awake as the world changes again and again i must choose which side to fight for when there are always more sides beyond what i understand which is not much everything is different except for basic humanity love compassion nurturing preservation my desire to collect reflect shine light in darkness reviving ancient spirits of light and power at first my companions are afraid but the angels comfort us yet i am told to hide my light for a while to save it from forces of darkness who covet its power i do not understand but i cover my hands the light reflected in my palms has already spread out from beyond the door to the upper planes of existence to beyond the door to earth and a little rest will probably do little harm and might help me find out if i am doing the right thing serving the right people the right side of the cosmic equation the chaos of life and the balance between good and evil order and complete freedom

clouds images animals



dance of life

sometimes it is hard to know who to follow who to oppose which side of a conflict is correct most right or at least less wrong each has another side and another after that one in the relatively distant future things are even more difficult to understand how to choose what is right missing a hundred years context progress of history change of ideas and ideologies factions and organizations of power and authority leaving aside questions of how i am where i am now at this time more importantly when i am this new world offers almost undreamed of possibilities yet unknown dangers as well but i cannot say i regret waking up here and now though i do miss the people i left behind as far as i can tell they are gone but perhaps there is a way for me to see them again if i can find out how i came to be here and now one hundred years distant from everyone i once loved

organizations of darkness banal evil in service to horrible goals and ideals extradimensional creatures without compassion or ethics or at least from a human perspective except in the peculiar culture of the darkness beyond our universe of light and darkness mingle together forms of life completely alien to us except perhaps in some of our nightmares hells giant insects communities of organization without joy or art or love at least from our perspective some form of love exists there no doubt and the swirling chaos of apparently infinite darkness with only a little light and there are some figures of light and wisdom that have dealings with the dark powers for their own inscrutable goals reasons beyond our understanding for now out of darkness comes the light yet within the darkness continues in its almost infinite varieties forms of diversity doorways exist between our two worlds universes guarded by agents of order and chaos light and darkness sometimes close to doorways between the higher realms of pure consciousness and our universe life and love have transcended all material barriers deep darkness of the void beyond our dimension of mixed light and darkness combines in the dance of life with light the five worlds of eternal love the darkness frightens us and yet exhilarates us providing a source and destination for all that we do not like about ourselves others our world and cosmos working out the complexity and simplicity of life in the universe we call home in the perhaps infinite expanse of space material world where beauty in the spiral and circle of time plays out

change love peace cosmic consciousness new ancient stories



journeys beyond darkness secrets of the ancients

the islands of ghosts the waystation the castle of demons the pools of truth the strange demons dog and lion hybrids corrupted humans monkeys wolves the space time ship below the forces of fire and ice in constant conflict with one another a hell world of fire and evil serpents red and glowing a limbo world of doorways and windows ancient beings capricious and powerful if not necessarily wise the cosmic ocean separating worlds dimensions realities

into the future through the efforts of the wizards of light to witness the development of humanity and the world having some small effect on the course of history even though beyond time throughout the changes

the fool tears rain falling soul spirit beauty hope archetypes of peace love compassion knowledge understanding wisdom



sophia friends and lovers

she comes to me in the early morning with love in her eyes or lust or both she says she does not want labels i cannot say no to her even though i want something more than she says she is willing to give but i will take what i can get when i can get it and deal with the consequences later for i love her in every way possible that i can think of and for just a few moments of true intimacy i will sacrifice future contentment and jealousy and regret for she is the most important person in my life right now a true friend no matter what happens for my part she will remain my true friend soul mate without which there is nothing she who has changed my life in incalculable ways made me a better person a better lover of life light truth wisdom and love itself god and heaven on earth when i am with her or even talking to her over long distances dreaming

the magician message of love spirit of fire



from childhood to adulthood

earth home first through fourth worlds creation and preservation of life progression new ancient community light life love bridging west and east valleys and mountains cities and forests now people evolution and involution human beings animals spirits magical creatures of light and shadow chaos order the balance love peace preservation of life above all concerns all worlds universes in the tree of life lattice of creation preservation destruction

psychic powers boys and girls floating in air not just in dreams but in the material world sometimes levitation moving objects with one’s mind force of will influencing others’ thoughts and emotions their parents also have this gift but they choose not to practice it which causes anger and resentment but over time both the parents and the children compromise the play of life continues onwards and the new overtakes the old while retaining the best of the old order patterns of eternity

the high priestess flower of love



underworld city underground tunnels

giant worm protector of an ancient book of knowledge i must defeat it with fire and spread its offspring it is only doing its job but i have my own to do destroying the insect people's dominion over humanity in the underground city of magic beneath the mountains in the world of eldren connected to earth faery heavens hells higher and lower worlds of infinite mystery possibilities the multiverse of planes of reality dimensions parallel universes earth being a very important center of power in the cosmos at least in the multiverse connected to earth directly and even in the cosmos only indirectly connected through other planets in far away solar systems even galaxies i am trying to do my part to help humanity by following the guardians and guides eldren wizards of light ancient people of great power knowledge and wisdom magical beings of light and darkness elder races in direct communication with the gods of the higher worlds parallel dimensions and metauniverses with higher vibration

the empress visions of past and future love and loss magic and wonder



tree of life sephiroth

discovering true love where i least expected to find it telling the story of how i met someone i thought was the one some kind of cosmic paradox feedback loop with multiple possibilities diversions

the power of the wind the storm tornado and hurricane it is very difficult to retain balance gentleness

at the eye of the storm i sit at the edge of sky waiting trying to learn how to return to the surface of earth without destroying that which i love people

life flying over the highway the river university city across the valley towards the mountains the elder ones the tree of life boundary and hope for love and knowledge wisdom meaning and order out of chaos the dance of the cosmic play

the emperor eye of the world soul of the self heart of the universe



the magician passage of time

a giant party gets out of hand too many people all manner of strange happenings and then morning comes and i have to chase out all the loiterers the ones i want and need to get rid of leaving some for last the ones that are minding their own business alone or ones that i care for even if they were not with me if they are a true friend then they can stay

going back to school everything is harder yet simpler i have grown and changed much since i was a boy teenager mostly for the better though experience takes its toll the passage of time tends to wear us down body and soul yet the mind spirit soul is not limited by the material world the flower of consciousness truth bliss can bloom in us all no matter what age and time of our life it is out of our hearts and our heads out of the darkness into and out of the light within ourselves truth leads to more truth more light the meaning of life love imagination perception understanding creating the world

the hierophant serpent of wisdom eye of truth



the lovers

i ask her if she wants me to stay holding her hand she says if i want to stay i should but i want to know if she wants me to stay and she says yes finally she asks me if i want to come to bed with her i say yes but there are problems another suitor things get out of hand and he becomes jealous and i do too sort of but he is the one threatening me after she and i make love he accosts me while i am still with her in bed and even before we made love

he is at least honest but not subtle at all he says he just wants sex but it is clear he wants to possess her more than me yet he says he does not love her as i love her we end up fighting but i wish somehow i and he we chose differently

i meet her again after fighting a lost cause against bullies dozens of guys who want to teach me a lesson for being different to make themselves feel better or perhaps justify ignorance but i realize i am hurting others too not just my attackers so i am trying to change my ways power and force only to heal

using violence only as a last resort replacing hate with compassion whenever possible almost always imagination and dreams instead of fear resentment love beyond petty jealousy at least in theory practice action is harder than it seems just from talking about it to do and not just say yet the words and maps help us along our way the peculiar and magical nature of life given order and meaning through language the symbols of magic a way to be with the one i love fighting against the forces of darkness ignorance and fear with the weapons of love understanding and compassion not violence storytelling humor the magic of creation and preservation of myth at least for one night tonight the only night to keep the enemy away even though he is possibly a friend potentially yet with violence in his heart as i once did yet still hope for change the only way i can hold onto her is by letting go of jealousy

the lovers eye of consciousness cosmic ocean between earth and sky



dreams of life the universe

dreams can come true if they come from the right place to and through the cosmic consciousness as all life comes one way or another yet some forms are more vivid colorful bright perception changes and creates reality in dreams and in life the material universe has its own magic hidden to those who choose not to see through ignorance or despair there is always hope for growth and change choices to make even in the deepest darkness stars continue to shine life goes on even in the space between and beyond the stars galaxies and universes alternate and parallel dimensions some higher and some lower but all with some form of life and love

i teach other people how to levitate themselves by first lifting them through force of will so they know how it feels to float in air to be closer to sky inside the soul too not just the world outside us material or spiritual universe both mixed and combined together in the cosmic play of life

the tree of consciousness and awareness uniting the five worlds levels of being dimensions of reality centers of intelligence divine will the unfolding multiverse of universes some closer than others to the source the eternal moment of creation the sound of the word language magic

from darkness to light chaos to order and balance between opposites the fabric of multidimensional reality all of this is reflected mirrored in each soul mind spirit unlocking the secrets knowledge of the ancients future everyone has the potential possibility of learning to fly

in dreams and in waking life through the magic of language imagination love the glue of the multiverse binding and freeing us plants and animals rocks and rivers mountains edge of sky within and outside our souls doorways to higher realms of understanding awareness into the void of space between stars even into darkness love remains even in the shadows as long as there is life and even beyond what we consider life the boundaries of known reality across the cosmic ocean the shore of dreams magic the source and destination of life light love the tree of the world

the chariot vision of beauty



at the edge of faery and earth

many beautiful women many different colors eyes skin hair souls auras spirits souls all unique all i love in some way or another more or less yet united by a common goal of making the world

creating a better society and environment for the future sometimes i think i do not deserve to be in their company i mostly just fight monsters they create life and order in chaos magic in the midst of stagnation balance

time passes generations of human families on the borderlands between the higher and middle words earth and faery

gaia walks with me and tells me of her past lives as we try our best to positively influence the course of history on earth and in the material universe beyond

there are always dark forces that are jealous and resentful ignorant or sorrowful both inside us and in the worlds outside yet there is always hope for redemption in the conflict between good and evil the sides are not always clearly defined

and there are always more than two sides between chaos and order left and right male and female light and darkness all combined the tree of life and consciousness uniting the worlds above and below the play of the cosmos setting and living landscape eldren

in the in between world anything is possible here home and beyond

strength passion mandala of spirit



world of deep forest wizards of light

between faery and the material world meeting the eldren

a guide tutors me in how to communicate with them their language my people and i are on a voyage adventure the first step in gaining their trust an ancient and powerful race though not gods or demons yet with closer contact than almost any other people on earth or any of the other middle planes of reality with the rulers of the higher and lower worlds

in the castle of fire demons fire elementals fight constantly with one another and emissaries of ice

close by the borderlands of the wizard city where i first came into guardianship of the waystation and its home now and most times when i am not there here middle world adjacent to earth my living house time space ship omnidimensional exploration vessel

a fire demon threatens my friends and i do not want to hurt him but i must protect those i love i use the power the ice people gave me turn him from crimson red to bluish white sculpture keeping the inner flame alive but covered by a shell trap prison he is no longer any immediate danger no threat to us for now but not forever vigilance is necessary to make sure that it does not attack others though soon we will have to let him go or else face the anger of the fire elemental demons

the hermit blue world universe self love



astral traveler guardian interdimensional traveler

in the castle at the edge of the cosmic ocean chaos demons elementals and worse abominations trying to escape their own world prison keeping them inside away from the border of earth and other material worlds even if they escape the void for a short time guardians and keepers of ancient knowledge remain to help the watchers at the borderlands gateways to worlds of light and darkness heavens and hells and everywhere inbetween that might allow danger to enter the material world earth humanity demons remain trapped a sacrifice for the good of life and consciousness service to the flower of life the universe everything mandala

helen or at least an echo of her beautiful soul i want to still be in love with her but i have to say goodbye i want her to like me and think fondly of our brief time together yet the pretty young woman who stands before me is really long gone except parts of herself she left behind in my heart and mind spirit i do not want to be afraid of love nor life without her yet i know i need people like her especially we all need others i will have to make do with the people i am with when i am with them the true and good friends i love all around the world myself soul mates earth family and beyond the five worlds of the multiverse home to all again in another lifetime another world i find my love

wheel of fortune eye of the world



waystation journeys in a time space house ship

powered by force of will linked to the building artificial intelligence yet with a soul mind body spirit the energy of the cosmos reflected utilized creating doorways and windows into countless worlds spaces times universes parallel and alternate higher and lower worlds heavens and hells the material universe past present and future

sometimes i ask my friends to join me helen gaia eleanor emily when i am lucky sophia and julia come along too opposites in many ways but both beautiful inside and outside keeping me company and teaching me through their eyes perception of interdimensional travel imagination given form i need their mind soul will to help me guide the waystation through the cosmic ocean

or when i am alone and i do not have their energy the waystation stays in the world of eldren or earth i use doorways and windows inside to get where i need to be or if there is an especially difficult place to go or time i have to journey to the underground city underworld wizard city using the hidden tunnels there dimensional doors above and below the surface of higher earth eldren the castle of light school of ages library of secrets all intricately connected with places of power in middle earth gaia yet i much prefer to journey with friends together in the waystation new home able to travel to and blend in with any landscape city world

justice adjustment knowledge self wisdom truth light



age of heroes

she appears again at the edge of the ocean mountain forest cliff face we look at the ancient markings where ancient ancestors painted the universe made sense of the unknown and known uncertainty and chaos of life

in the great city of human magic and wonder helen comes to take me to her family's house lotus laurel sophia julia and emily are with me too and i want to stay my room for the week on my business trip to trade between eldren and the leaders of earth city

in the world of magic adjacent to earth we fly realizing we have to be heroes but we are not very good yet but apparently neither were previous heroes and heroines at first sometimes at all the darkness took over or jealousy led to despair and anger the five worlds are full of would be saviors saints and warriors of light and darkness

the black heart has much power but is dangerous to life and antilife as well a weapon of last resort stolen because of my ignorance but i will do my best to retrieve it before disaster i have a magical sword and cards of power i take the form of a giant bull of crimson and gold speeding through the clouds with no regard to danger barriers the world or some part of it depends on me redeeming myself by finding the black heart and retrieving it from the trickster god who stole it along with my brother whom i do not know the state of i do not want to think my brother is involved in the scheme whatever it is but i know he wanted to make an impact in the conflict between darkness and light though this is not the way i have to believe total destruction on even a small scale he may have been seduced by the trickster whom i too once fell under the spell of but for now i will continue my search and later for understanding and recriminations before i leave the house of wonders and pure imagination i find a symbolic clue left by the trickster or my brother two tarot cards indicating a minor deity and his family of demons and gods living together an oasis from the conflicts within and beyond faery between eldren earth and the forces of light and darkness beyond above and below this place neutral ground should be my first stop on my way to find my brother and stop the trickster's plot

the hanged man tree of life flower of consciousness multiverse of infinite possibilities evolution transcendence involution



cosmic consciousness of the universe and multiverse

tree of sephiroth present in all worlds souls life

i look at my hands and in the palms are secrets yet undiscovered power i have only begun to understand strength to change myself the world what we all want to do the game of life play of the cosmos unity in opposition good and evil darkness and light light in darkness balance between gods and demons masks of infinity discovering ourselves through others reality stretches out in all directions of time and space worlds within worlds thank you for existing and living here and now it would be almost impossible to go on without you

celestials are wizards in heaven the many higher worlds planes of existence reality source of much light

running through the snow storm alongside great white dogs

helen finds me organizing my books and i ask her to stay but she walks away with only a few small words goodbye and thanks for nothing down the hill and over the next one towards the mountains of magic and mystery wilderness

death at the shore of the cosmic ocean seas of souls starlight transitions



trying to understand the universe and worlds beyond

holding the door open for uncertainty and doubt but only a crack the little chaos brings order greater modes of living with freedom and responsibility balance of opposites together heroism finding our place in the world following our own vision for creating the future and even the past through history now a better world change progression secrets of eternity new ways of organizing love and life communities of humanity imagination the ever evolving consciousness of nature

spreading my arms body of light flying away out of danger bondage into the sky towards home wherever that may be now the future freedom love of life true friends and where my help is needed home presence desired where a thousand small acts remain to be done for the benefit of others and the self both world universe cosmos all connected all one yet different distinct higher and lower planes of consciousness awareness spirit soul love uniting and binding yet also freeing through paradox and contradiction sublimation of conflict through understanding evolution through involution the tree of life in and on all levels dimensions universes of wonder and imagination the future beyond time even heaven and hell the source creation life love light truth you are beautiful and i will always love you no matter what i say or do

temperance art magic lovers seekers artists friends companions peacekeepers guardians protectors




water priestess goddess

rainbow dragon angel faery nature spirit guardian

spiral healer artist dream lover life light <3


silver city second world dimension of eldren atlantis

traveler lover peace samurai astral voyager wizards evolution and transcendence

water air sky elemental elf faery universal guardian gods of the ancient races of the universe
retrieving the world medicine path of heroes

wizards witches vampires elementals demons and gods faerie creatures

the waystation in its home in eldren and earth in both worlds at the same time divided into several sections some public others just for myself and a few other close friends and even secret areas i have little knowledge of at all

doorways to other worlds universes windows of soul living house of mysteries and great power with some desires thoughts feelings hopes and fears a true friend and companion windows to many places high in the sky beautiful clouds

fields of wildflowers waterfalls verdant valleys everywhere one might want to go almost doorways even to the void beyond and between stars necessary sources power for the multidimensional ship disguised as a house

from the outside and even inside in the main living areas below and above are great secrets not just gateways to other worlds times creatures of great power small armies of demons ice and fire connected to their homeworlds castles of elemental

energy and constant conflict mental astral physical the world ruled by the wizards of light and the celestials they serve dark powers chaos demons from beyond and within stars planets souls a rich tapestry of magic material reality combined to form a whole

adjacent to earth heaven hell and an infinity of worlds of light and darkness universes above and below underworld and spiritual sky even under the ground are paths to the tops of mountains holy sites no one has to stay anywhere forever and all who love are loved

the cosmic drama plays ever onwards for those who wish to watch as long as there is life there is hope for the future and past and all existence and life beyond yet containing time and space material reality the expanse of the beautiful universe of stars

galaxies cosmos including all universes worlds dimensions we can explore and learn about it all here and there through our travels in the waystation always beginning again we are always at home of a sort though not exactly like where came from

a community of seekers leaders family and friends lovers of life warriors of light seekers of wisdom truth of all ages medicine for the soul of the world we came from earth terra sol milky way universe

love sweet love always present and indwelling yet distant we bring it back to where we started long ago yet only yesterday to meet ourselves the magic of adventure the hero's journey and return promising renewal rebirth the continuation and preservation of life

earth spirit green man cosmic self ocean of love light truth imagination dreams



journeys love peace dreams yearning desire awakening truth

blue light surrounding illuminating transdimensional aliens gods demons spiral clouds of pure consciousness awareness light welcoming higher realms of awareness even through lower ones clockwise and counterclockwise forces in motion necessary action towards the mind's goal soul vision true will love in all its facets and worlds within ourselves and outside in the cosmos beyond perception knowledge orange yellow and green flame engulfs me with some pain but no permanent damage except to my exterior for a short time i fall down but when the fire goes out i rise again reborn new human being in a world of magic far and yet near to earth the next phase of evolution higher spirit consciousness imagination vision perception creating the world self in service to the soul of the universe looking for new and ever more novel ways to understand and experience

the hero returns yet unsure of himself among his and her peers male and female aspects of the divine love wisdom light life truth

five lovers worlds elements sophia spring eleanor lily laurel rose dimensions of reality parts of the tree of life within and without seven colors of light aspects of consciousness eleven planes strength to overcome all obstacles and let love in always again

the spiral tower love



fragments of the cosmic college school temple mountains of evolution

sophia joins me in the world of gods and demons we sing songs and discuss ancient mysteries myths conflicts recurring and yet already settled always in the eternal now of spirit becoming better through the constant art of synthesis of opposites compromise sublimation of conflict through cooperation and love affection and compassion bridging the difference between darkness and light sun and moon male and female art and science love and hate

running through the snowstorm again chased by birds a handsome gentleman dressed in crimson clothing albino skin and crystal clear blue eyes on a journey i call out to him but immediately regret my action he seems more dangerous the closer he gets more than the black birds behind i still want to be friendly but he looks at me with obvious antipathy and hatred

sophia makes love to me in the waystation making things complicated not just between us but also with other companions and friends mutual and separate roommates and guests of the waystation in its largest form impersonating a church from the outside

mountain temple i climb through the deep underground tunnels on my way to the top of the mountain paradise holy waterfalls and cascades meeting place for friends lovers families many words of magic and wonder planes of reality combining together to create a crossroads center of myth

i find the entrance to the spiral staircase that leads to the summit temple of gods and demons sacred ground sanctuary for all sides of the eternal conflict between good and evil light and darkness site of ancient and future power connected to the heart of the multiverse where we may find the world medicine to take back to our home helping our friends and family of the earth and sky and in between working for and towards light balance truth love light life preservation against the chaos demons serpents of the deep darkness void beyond stars

we work with the gods and faeries forces of light order in chaos balance the world of eldren is our temporary yet eternal new home yet we miss earth we try to return when we can if we can always there are ways between worlds and there is much to do in many places fighting and learning loving and changing in the school of the wizards of light i gain strength through knowledge and wisdom traveling in the waystation my friends and i work for the good of our will and others

the star sophia evolution growth change imagination of the future past



wizard city voyages in the waystation doorways and windows school of heroes

along the boulevard of dreams my love lost and perhaps one day regained the magic city of wonders darkness and light meeting point even the shadows have their own stories to tell if one knows how to listen those with time and bravery enough to go into the dark places by the river that passes from one world to the next i join a group of friends learning about the city ourselves the river universe of love and sorrow around us jasmine holly rose spring sophia sage laurel symbols and people progression of human history here in eldren and on earth we watch from outside yet on the border between the lands of waking and of sleep earth and faery the play of the cosmic drama unfolding all around us cosmic mysteries here in the wizard city island home of magicians and witches gods and demons outside our home the waystation living building and spacetime ship linking worlds places and moments beyond counting yet all connected to humanity earth and faerie the heavy rain comes bringing life growth change learning becoming amidst being as above so below the world tree’s roots soak in the water of life providing sustenance to countless worlds universes dimensions of reality as we walk by shops cafes river and ocean boats i contemplate the meaning of my life so far imagine what might be to come beyond limits of certainty staying open to mystery i am happy to be able to spend even a little time with the people i care about and love finding a way to transcend despair and jealousy confusion and shadow inside my soul i am thankful for their companionship energy humor love and light journeys through the forests of this world and others through the cities of humanity and faeries among the clouds castles floating in air or on mountain trails bordering higher worlds universes of air and sky portals to heavens tunnels to hells underworld between middle worlds like earth home for humanity we will return if we can when we can awakening to the fabric of cosmos around us learning to work for good and balance studying at the school of heroes library of ancient future secrets knowledge of wisdom we take our wisdom back to earth changing the course of human history destiny and progression for the better a more positive future optimal reality helping humanity develop into better stewards of the earth civilization withstanding the tide of dark powers from beyond the stars shadow of the void between and inside us

the moon isis resurgence



the cosmic waystation refuge and school journeys through outer worlds

the city we are staying in is going through great turmoil giants of light and darkness in conflict with themselves and others i offer to use the waystation as a school for their children a kind of neutral ground where cooperation and learning can be achieved between darkness and light we divide the layout even more hiding the living areas the secret places of power doorways and windows to earth and heaven hell

at first sophia is upset about our new role as teachers for faery creatures and people but there is a shortcut that she can use from the entrance to her rooms and treasures sophia helps me run the waystation as best we can together i give her a key she brings a few things and people she loves from earth and we need more space i divide the house of secrets into living areas and offices classrooms and hidden places a righteous demon wants to help our efforts i give him a little freedom in the house but his help turns out to be more trouble than good and sophia wants him gone

people in the city of giants do not trust us at first but i work to create a safe environment for children away from the conflict in the streets and wilderness at the edge of the city i teach all categories of human history and knowledge i am aware of and we are a refuge from the outside world local politicians sign off on the project offering support resources to feed young minds and bodies we even create an aquarium with rare fish from earth’s rivers lakes and oceans we are a kind of emissary for human culture nature good will ambassadors of a sort helping where we can to improve earth’s image and humanity if only to provide a safe place for people of the magical city of giants sometimes parents those who cannot go to the schools of the wizards of light we are far away from the wizard island city atlantis by conventional means of travel yet only a short journey for the waystation one of many interdimensional doorways

jealousy arises despite my best efforts to be free green light surrounds me love yet also darkness sophia tries to counsel me through the pain and sorrow but she does not want to be a replacement nor tied down we travel together that is all nothing more yet friends i hope i trust her with my life and large control interest in the waystation she listens to sophia even though i still love her and she does not feel the same being with sophia and doing good work in the waystation together makes me happy and almost content traveling the many worlds we start a business together providing refuge and education for the children of giants and humans safe from the conflicts outside riots and battles we are neutral ground and a fast means of escape to the wizard city of light or anywhere else for that matter for those who would otherwise be forced to face the magical war between the forces of light and darkness hell and heaven in the city of giants

the sun apollo



sophia city of dreams land and sky island continent atlantis avalon stormhold

from the crossroads of wizard city pathways to hell and heaven technology meets magic meditation and ritual yoga beyond petty jealousy recriminations and deceit i want to be what i pretend free from darkness and doubt alright with uncertainty but only a little bit not tied down by the past yet aware of all our history together a planet a people you and me friends and family unconditional love she taught me how to feel even through pain she did not wish to inflict on me because of my own attachment to an ideal version of her that does not really exist except in dreams yet i still think she is perfect as are you even in her imperfections beauty such that it makes me cry inside to think about how full of light she is despite the darkness infinite beauty despite the terror i will always love her no matter what happens changes and growth moving closer and apart yet always there remains a connection beyond limitations of time and space across the cosmos and lifetimes i remember who she is from the beginning i know she is my soulmate again and again we meet through many lifetimes and situations worlds and worlds we separate sometimes under bad circumstances pain and heartbreak between us and others perhaps but i can never stop loving her impossible to change without growing becoming closer to perfection while even far away duality of life but getting better she understands all of this perhaps better than i do just one more reason why i love her more than anyone else i can think of even myself i look forward to learning more from her growing changing as we pass through lives worlds universes together even when apart even when apart i think of you before and after meeting you for the first time in this life beginning again and again imagination soul of becoming within being flower of life and understanding growing out of the darkness into light and from light into darkness always there in all times and places infinite emergence

the aeon world cosmic songbirds



cosmic fragments journeys pathways through eldren the world of dreams astral plane

ancient serpent trapped in the darkness far away in the shadows of the cosmic ocean spreading power and influence throughout the stars planets universes beyond counting sophia child of angels and humanity teaches me how to fight against the darkness within and outside using my own positive serpent energy as best i can flowering unconscious wrapped in sea green and sky blue mental physical and spiritual protection and life

two angels attack an emissary of the enemy serpent and i try to help but it is strong i barely escape i meet my past and future selves along with my lover we do not want to tell each other who we are yet a secret house refuge from a dangerous magical world

we rescue hundreds of people from catacombs of horror inhabited by grotesque monsters their very presence causes fear and terror in even the strongest bodies minds spirits we teach children how to be better people humans aliens people of different types some of the people in the cities outside the city of giants grow angry at us being there to teach their children about humanity they accuse us of indoctrination but i explain the importance of education for the future of everyone peace between the many peoples

the waystation temple church tower becomes overrun with evil faeries elves demons the creatures of light that are supposed to guard our home are scattered and cut off we receive reinforcements from the wizard city in eldren but they are inexperienced it is up to only a few warriors healers magicians witches and light faeries to turn back the tide of darkness invading from the shadow worlds we must push the enemy back to the gateway they used to enter our home time ship where their leader laughs taunts us with the power of the ancient enemy serpents from the void within and beyond stars the power of black holes we must close the doorway and defeat the shadows not just for ourselves but for the children we are supposed to be protecting and teaching

the world universe multiverse secret messages light in eyes truth letters of love



borderlands of many worlds waystation adventures beyond earth

paradise lost (yet to be regained)

dimensions of light and darkness between earth eldren and faery parallel universe with our own intergalactic spacetime station now in a new community we interact with others in the wilderness send messages home to earth yet this is also our home now waystation with doorways to many locations on this and other worlds here and there almost anywhere we might want to go there is a location we can reach by finding the right hallway the right tunnel through time and space many of the most important doors go to libraries and temples safe in the wizard city atlantis island continent of magic wards and ancient guardians a perk of living in a pocket universe self contained yet connected to other planes of reality

we try to escape the enemy flying over the wall surrounding the waystation above eldren now in castle of clouds and sky there is still conflict but we are working to find some common ground and understanding through enlightenment and education i must do everything i can to protect the world i left behind and the new one i have found my once and future lover though we fight sometimes there is always love between us binding and holding us together throughout lifetimes yet freeing as well she wants to go to africa and me to europe when we return to earth or north for me and south for her in the material world taking what we can hold in our hearts and minds from ancestors and ancient cultures enemies and friends healing the world of worlds a little at a time saving ourselves in the process working together to make humanity more in balance with earth and eldren and the forces of light and darkness in the higher and lower worlds beyond yet containing earth and world of the wizard city between earth and faerie coexisting across time and space within the multiverse of infinite possibilities and worlds parallel universes of unimaginable complexity and simplicity beauty and terror the tree of life and understanding within all planes of reality love and truth uniting distant from us yet only a short walk jump or flight away if one knows the right paths flying or at least falling gracefully between worlds up or down in the cosmic lattice alone or with friends inside the cosmic waystation our new home away from earth

a self aware toxin tries to take over my body and mind i fight it off through force of will and the help of my friends yet it takes people in my family my father and brother are lost to it i must try to save them if i can i am left with new powers to communicate with the forces of nature wind ice earth lightning spirits of the sky i use what strength i have to fight against the darkness consciousness behind the toxin still in my body and threatening my friends i must remain vigilant in case it starts to take control of my mind body spirit i look throughout the land water sky for companions to help me search for a cure




storytelling city of dreams of atlantis stormhold earth eldren and faery

refuge from conflicts of earth and faery both yet never completely safe neutral ground where giants and angels mingle under the protection of the wizards guardians of balance eternal meeting place where gods and demons settle differences without conflict of violence though sometimes bitterness of deceit jealousy vengeance

the floating city and continent below oceans leading to other worlds beyond eldren far in the distance deserts and fire giants mountains and ice giants swamps and serpents here close by the holy mountain that leads to the floating city in the clouds and sky above with its doorways and dimensional tunnels to higher worlds faerie and heavens of myth

realms of star souls where they may travel through space and time to meet one another light shining through for the inhabitants of lower worlds who depend on the stars for life the second world where agents of chaos and order life and death good and evil meet a beautiful young woman one of our people yet an enemy working for darkness

she is upset that i do not recognize her new appearance and presence changed by time pain when she speaks i realize that i do know her or once did from a long time ago initiation betrayal and perhaps redemption i wish that i did not have to oppose her in the struggle of ages between light and dark chaos and order but there always remains

hope for reconciliation and unity between opposites ideal of a perfect world of worlds of universes if we come together through art music magic language understanding love i do not want to hurt her and i hope she feels the same way yet we are opposed there may be hope yet for a better world in the future where we do not have to fight

overcoming old divisions and separations differences in forms of communication transcending fear hate and outdated beliefs i pray that i can rise above pettiness becoming the person i want to be one with the multiverse in all infinite mysteries wonders if i find her hurting or threatening my friends and family i will do everything i can

to disarm her i will do my best not to hurt her physically or mentally no matter bad intentions she has for me and others and the threat of her masters against our universe of light and beauty yet of darkness as well i do not want to cause anyone harm only restrain her and her friends from doing damage to the city of wizards dreams light

she is human worthy of respect as an individual yet twisted by the influence of darkness no matter how much she has been led astray from the balance and preservation of life by evil men serpents giants gods and demons there is always hope for redemption no one is or can be perfect and everyone makes mistakes she may yet transcend her past

there may come a time when i learn how to be a better person from her influenced by darkness as we all are to one degree or another the shadows of the void beyond stars within the deepest parts of our minds and souls yet giving rise to beautiful flowers of life from darkness light from darkness light we are all friends in eternity of time and space




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peace in opposition nonviolence in resolution interconnection in community transcendence in work beauty in art sustainability in balance light in truth wisdom in equality love in cooperation unity in diversity freedom in preservation blue violet rose peacock eye mandala spell peace love understanding beauty art poetry magic labyrinth beautiful friend earth water fire air spirit garden ocean heart philosophy art magic beauty dreams imagination nature universe cosmos self and world light life love imagination beauty

violet light surrounds her in the castle at the center of the town western wizard city of eldren eldar atlantis avalon stormhold my airship leaves the waystation pyramid mountain temple friends family lovers are waiting some arriving some leaving

some do not appreciate the unique beauty of her words actions and her very being existence light in darkness she kisses a young man in front of me but i do not mind or at least i act like i do not care because there is no point in crying in front of her yet i do not want to leave and she does seem to care about me to some extent maybe even love as a friend yet not much more even though she once said “i love you”

strange ships in the night sky i run away holding hands with winter despite her marriage to another giants shuffle through the streets i tell her to go ahead to the waystation while i draw their attention i jump high flying over their heads avoiding the searchers’ beams

using the power and protection of the elements lightning wind rain fire ice spirit of life and love preservation i escape the city of giants and spend time with aliens in their own environment i overcome fear of the unknown strange creatures and people higher worlds of consciousness and awareness next door yet out of reach for those afraid who do not know how to look yet always the dimensions are interacting with each other



light world physical universe

treasure hunting rising to the top of the tower of magic

in the tower of secrets ancient mysteries and treasures there is great danger yet also opportunity for enlightenment world medicine to take back to our homes and families communities earth and faery in the lower and middle worlds of humanity and eldren dwarves and eldar

through the labyrinth of magic and myth i rise with my friends and companions the spiral path of evolution clockwise and counterclockwise movement based on intuition and reason insight into the problems at hand chaos and order male and female which direction to take finding the right path towards our goal the summit of the mountain temple treasures along the way only a taste of wisdom knowledge and truth waiting for us at the top spiral staircase leading to the borderlands of sky summerlands gateways to many worlds secret ways tunnels through dimensions and realities through time and space crossing the boundaries between realms of astral creation mind soul spirit universes planes dimensions of reality

learning the ways of our individual paths methods of reaching full individuation and enlightenment warrior archer magician healer sorcerer five archetypes models for being traveling the path of the hero the heroic journey self discovery and understanding the world quest myth of ages magic circle of being and becoming love and preservation of life

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sophia comes to visit me in the city of dreams magic mysteries in the apartment building where i live my enemies leave traps for me helen spring julia a giant spider a clever plot to ensnare us with poisoned food all because of jealousy and anger intoxication of evil but i will not give up fighting with all means available against the men and women forces of darkness who work against me and our community of light i communicate with spring as she travels towards the city i am with her yet separate and she is tired i must not let my desire for her company overcome caution considerations of her safety and care must be taken to ensure that there is no immediate danger from my enemies in the city i fear some of my supposed friends have turned against me seduced by the temptation of darkness and shadow demons of chaos and order chaos demons from the void beyond stars horrors in the night cities of underworld hell lords of the various dimensions of darkness worlds of ice and fire after foiling the poisoned food plot and making sure sophia is safe i rush upstairs to mine and julia’s rooms past the giant spider hidden and waiting for me i throw a vial of antimatter liquid and unlock the apartment door quickly pulling it open and closing it behind me the door closes just after i pocket the key again and i listen to the spider thrash in agony decomposing




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between earth and faerie eldren eldar atlantis

vanessa kisses me after showing me her inner light she lays her head on my lap and i run my hands through her hair i ask her to kiss me again and she says no but kisses me again anyways sitting with her she reminds me of lilac we are in the netherlands in an apartment building a wise comedian gives commentary while we watch international television she leaves then comes back without clothes beautiful shining

rebels try to escape first and then change a dystopia i try to help by turning the insect guardians against each other and assisting the human prisoners to impersonate the guards the human beings fight for freedom and society outside new ways of thinking yet ancient wisdom and truth love and life through music and other arts light changing

i carry the paints and brushes through the hallway of change i am looking for vanessa but i cannot find her where once was her room now a teacher teaches a class i take my leave with apologies and look elsewhere when i find her she helps me create art to help in the development of humanity on earth in the world of the waking dreaming of the beyond

music of the heart and an open mind through light rhythm of sight and sound for the sleepers dreamers and lovers

imagination insight



sophia love light

i need her to know that i care for her that i would do anything for her gladly anything to make her happy i need her love affection to make life complete whole myself with the world and universe of universes i will always love her no matter what changes may come and they will come i am sure nothing that she has done or said would make me want to stay away from her though i must admit to pangs of jealousy and heartbreak from time to time when i remember how she chose someone else to be with another suitor or in the rare and wonderful moments i get to see her in all her beauty and glory in the flesh radiant for then i know that she will never probably be mine nor me hers except in the boundaries of friendship though eternal limited yet limitless yearning for a love that may never be returned except in a pale shadow of what might have been if only i could make better choices take opportunities missed



understanding enlightenment completion

adventures in the cosmic waystation

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everything changes but at least partly based on our will the building has a life of its own yet connected to us we are nothing without each other pilot and ship joined the exterior changes to suit need and desire environment location in the multiverse of possibilities magic wonders smaller ships disguised as local vehicles take us to and from our home multitude of forms doorways harnessing the power of will purpose becoming a conduit through which alliances may be formed hostilities between and within worlds and realms transcended the design of the elder ones come to fruition the eldren and eldar in their secret library beyond time repository of knowledge and wisdom from all times and places

the living house aims to please its inhabitants with the full power and will of the eldren elder ones bonded with one chosen by the previous pilot the key passed by spirit and mind through the ancient future technology of magical science able to stay in one space time location in the multiverse but most happy traveling the cosmos but with fierce determination and desire to serve and protect people that choose and are chosen to live in the house of mystery

heart flowering imagination



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